If you are reading this, thank you for still hanging around for these hella slow updates. It has almost been a year since I last updated this book. Kuh burd (it's bad)! I see the votes and the comments, you are appreciated *2PAC voice* This update is for you!
CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR: “A SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE”
She slowly opened her eyes to find him intensely staring at her.
"Why are you looking at me like that" she whispered as her eyes tried to adjust to the morning light. She could hear the birds chirping in a distance, announcing the breaking of a new dawn and the beginning of a new day.
"I just wanted to make sure that I was not dreaming again and that you were really here this time. I'm afraid that if I close my eyes or look away that you will disappear like so many other countless times. So I'm trying to commit you into my memory incase this moment is just my mind playing tricks on me and you are not really in this bed with me..."
She returned the intensity of his stare as she listened to him speak.
"I'm sorry for all the hurt and drama that I put you through so early in this relationship" she told him while running her hand across his cheek. "I realise that you are not like all the other guys that I encountered before you and hopefully what we went through has made us stronger as a couple."
"For real? You mean that?" he cheesed.
"Yeah bae" she answered before pecking his lips. "We are couple goals now!"
"Morning breath!" he exclaimed jokingly ducking her kisses.
"You can see that as one of the perks of waking up next to me" she laughed as she repeatedly tried to kiss him all over his face while he tried to hide from her.
When she at least expected it, he flipped her on her back and hovered his body over her frame. They locked eyes and even if she wanted to, she could not look away. Her heart rate accelerated as he moved closer. She anticipated the moment that their lips would collide and intertwine. Only this time she did not wait but she met him halfway.
"I love you DeAndre Morgan" she whispered inches before their lips met.
She was done with being afraid. She was done with being insecure. She was ready to love and to be loved. No longer will she anticipate for things to go wrong and even if they did, together they would make it right.
"I love you" she repeated for the second time as her hands trailed across his bearded cheeks and locked behind his head. Their lips remained apart, they were frozen in this moment.
Without waiting for his response Azania kissed him with urgency hoping that it would relay all the emotion that she felt, hoping that it would communicate her love for him. Her tongue found its way in between his sweet lips and soon they were probing and exploring every crevice in each other's mouths. She could feel his need for her as their bodies withered against each other.
"Azania..." he groaned as he tried to pull away from her scorching kisses but she would not let him as she recaptured him lips in all earnest. She wanted to put a blaze whatever fire he was trying to put out. She wanted him, she needed him and she had lost all control. She did not want to think, she just wanted to feel. She felt him shudder as she ran her nails across the bare skin on his back.
"Azania..." he breathed when he finally broke away from her intoxicating kisses. "If you don't want me to make love to you right now, you need to stop doing what you are doing to me right now. Once we cross that line, there's no going back, there's no changing your mind..."
She could see the turmoil in his eyes but she could also see the want and the strong desire. He wanted her just as badly as she wanted him. She sat in an upright position and slowly removed his shirt from her body without breaking eye contact. His eyes turned into slits as they glazed over by love and lust.
'I am in serious trouble' she thought before they were both consumed by their love and need for each other.
He made sure that he uttered words of love and adoration as he made love to her again and again and again. He had laid with many women before but this was different. It was a spiritual experience on a whole other level. Never before had he felt such a deep connection mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically. He wanted to erase all her past lovers with every kiss and every touch. But most importantly he didn't want her to have any regrets or any doubts about the way he felt for her.
He wrapped her tightly in his arms as he tried to catch his breath. He had given his all to make sure that his woman was well taken care of and satisfied. He just needed a moment to descended from whatever galaxy that she had taken him on.
"It was not supposed to happen like that..." he muttered.
"Are you having second thoughts already?" she asked with her voice breaking.
"No Azania" he replied lifting her head to make eye connect with her. "There's no way I can regret what just happened between us ever."
"So what do you mean-"
"I just wanted to wine and dine you first before I took you to bed" he interrupted her. "I wanted to hold back, treat you like a lady and give you the respect that you deserve."
He absent-mindedly ran his fingers across her bare skin making her shiver.
"But I couldn't help myself when you looked at me the way you did and you kissed me the way you did, I was left defenseless against your seduction. Wild horses couldn't drag me away."
"So are you saying that this is my fault?" she asked as she threw her leg across his body.
"This is definitely your fault Miss Parker" he replied while palming her booty.
"What are you doing?"
"Checking out my assets" he replied before smacking her butt.
"Owwwww" she wined before she jumped up from his grasp. "Now really what was that for?"
"You wasn’t asking me all that earlier though..."
"DeAndrrreeee!" she blushed before burying her head in the pillow.
"Don't be shy now ma" he teased pulling the pillow away from her. "You had me screaming your name!"
"Please stop" she chuckled before he pulled her back into the warmth of his embrace.
"I am just saying, you had me speaking in carnal tongues-"
Before he could complete whatever he was saying, she kissed him. Even if it was just to shut him up but he loved that she was becoming more liberated in his presence. He took it as a sign that she was letting her guard down and letting him into her sanctuary.
"I love you Azania Parker" he simply stated when they finally came up for air. "I am so in love with the essence that is you."
"I love you too" she bashfully returned as she wrapped her arms tightly around him.
He returned the gesture and tightened the hold that he had around her. This is where she belonged, in his bed, in his arms and in his heart.
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For the past few years Azania Parker found herself in the same situation. A flirtationship: more than a friendship but less than a relationship. Tired of being led on only to be disappointed in the end, she completely gives up on love. DeAndre Morga...