I had liked cesar for so long. since the first day I met him. he was just the kindest and most wonderful human I've ever met. I knew that we would never work out though. he was into very mature girls... and I... was not a mature girl. I hadn't even had my first kiss yet. embarrassing. I know.
Maybe that would change... I was at a party and the whole gang was there. Monse, Ruby, Jamal, Olivia, and Cesar. I was sitting on the couch next to Ruby. I wasn't much of a party goer, and Ruby was upset that Olivia was flirting with another guy.
"Have you had your first kiss yet Ruby!?" I shouted over the loud music. He shook his head.
"No!" Ruby scooter closer so we didn't have to shout as much.
Ruby looked shocked. "Really? You haven't?"
I shook my head. I felt slightly embarrassed, and I was in the middle of elaborating when Cesar wedged himself between Ruby and I. He wrapped his arms around our backs and had a giant goofy grin on his face.
"Hey friends!" He cheered. Obviously Cesar was drunk, or maybe just acting like it.
"Cesar... we were in the middle of talking about important things!" I shouted.
He looked hurt, but continued to keep smiling. "What did I interrupt?"
Ruby was the one to talk now. "We we're talking about kissing! About how neither of us have kissed anyone."
Cesar laughed out loud. "That's so dumb you guys."
I lifted his arm off of me and stood up. "Maybe to you Cesar. But some of us can't get a new date every damn day."
I stormed off outside and sat on the porch. I texted my mom that I wanted her to pick me up and I just waited. My eyes shut and my hand resting on my forehead.
Then I heard the porch floor creak.
Cesar held his hands up. "It's just me."
I looked away from him again. I was kind of embarrassed that he knew I'd never kissed anyone.
"There's nothing wrong with it." He said as he sat down on the porch bench beside me. "Not kissing anyone I mean. It's normal. You want it to be special. I get it."
I finally looked at him now. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be a dick back there. I just so don't like the topic, is all."
His features were softer now and I could tell he was studying my face.
"It's fine. I was being a dick too." He was smiling now. "I don't like it when we fight. You're my best friend."
I leaned my head on his shoulder. "You're my best friend too."
"Can I kiss you?" He asked, breaking the silence. My heart stopped and I practically leaped off his shoulder.
"Wha-what why would you want to do that?" My heart was beating so fast I thought it might stop.
"Are you dense?" He chuckled. "It's because I like you. I like you like you."
I just gulped and had my eyes glued to the ground.
"Yes. You can kiss me."
Then he pulled me close to him and kissed me. I was having my first kiss... with Cesar Diaz.
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