✳we all have our demons✳

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Alex's pov.

The last few days have been....hectic to say at least. Well I haven't really talked to my mom... like at all. I have moved the things I need to Mikolas' and as it turns out I'm sleeping with Mikolas. Literally just sleeping, don't you think something else..

And the winter holidays are approaching which mean that New year's is going to be soon as well. Time really does fly by.

I'm just sitting in my room trying to go to my mom and tell her goodbye.
"You know what? It's now or never! So I'll just do it!" I tell myself And walk downstairs to the living room where my mom was.
"Um hey mom I just wanted to say goodbye, and I'll miss you..." I say and she simply gets up from the couch and hugs me.

"I'll miss you too honey, just stay safe. And Mikolas is waiting for you outside he said he needs to talk with you. Bye now." she says with a small sad smile on her face.
"Okay, bye. I'll see you sometime around." I say and with that I walk out to see Mikolas. I couldn't read the expression on his face but he seemed different. Not as happy.

"Hey, my mom said you had to tell me something?" I say and he looks up at me and gives me a smile.
"Yes, um let's go to the house first though." Mikolas says and I.slightly nod.

The room was pretty big and you could see which parts were mine and which his. Mine were more black and neutral, while his were a bit more colorful. I sit down onto the bed, which was quite big actually, and comfortable as well.

"What is it?" I ask as he sits down next to me.
"You have always been open with me about your struggles. So I want to be honest with you as well." he says and I give him a confused look.

"I just don't want to give you all my demons, but at the same time I want you to stay. So I really really wanted you to know that I have kind of been struggling with depression..." he says and I nod.
"I've noticed." is the only thing I say.

"R-really? How?" Mikolas asks kind of surprised.
"I can kind of feel it when someone is feeling sad or depressed. I just didn't want to ask you..." I say and he nods.
"But you actually made me happy." he adds and I smile.
"You made me a lot happier as well." I say and look at him. He had a bright smile on his face and I pecked his lips a bit.

"I love you." Mikolas says and I giggle a bit.
"I prefer you." I say and smile once more.

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