The Notebook

Chapter One

I walk into my room and look at Colby asleep in my bed, I strip completely and walk into the bathroom. I close the door with my foot and kiss Aaron before stepping behind the curtain of the shower and kissing the shoulder of Nash.

I wake up and sit up straight, I gasp and look around. I try to calm my breath from panting, I look for my phone on my bed and look at it. "Shit.." I mumble and get up and change, I walk into the bathroom and do my hair and put on a little of makeup. Then walk downstairs.

I walk into the kitchen and grab my keys, I walk outside to my car and get in. I start the car and drive to the local theatre. I walk inside and look around, "Where is everyone?" I mumble and walk to the big double doors and open them just a crack to see if they're setting up or not. I gasp and shut the doors quickly as I see the guys setting up, "Why were they shirtless...?!" I whisper under my breath. I take a step away from the doors and look at the sign, "Come in if your early and help us set up! : )" I bite my lip and take a deep breath.

I look at the time and then put my phone in my pocket again, I put my hand on the handle and then take it away quickly as someone walks towards the door from the other side. I step back so it would look like I was walking up to the door instead of just standing there. Shawn opens the door a little so the guys can't see me from the stage, I look at him and my heart drops a little as he smiles. "Come in.. We could use the extra help~!" he says and opens the door more so I could step in, I freeze in my spot. He looks at me for a second, "Are you gonna throw up or pass out?" he asks, "I... Your... No I'm not... I might have a heart attack though..." I say and slowly unfreeze. He laughs a little then holds his hand out, "Shawn Mendes" he says, I take his hand and shake it, "Kelsey Calemine" I say and smile. He mumbles something but I didn't hear him, "Nice to meet you" he says and takes his hand away, "You too" I say and push some hair behind my ear. "Well come in" he says and backs out of the way so I can walk in, I bite my lip and walk in. We walk up to the stage and Shawn climbs up onto the stage, Matthew pulls me up by my hips and I blush a lot. He chuckles and Nash whispers, "Someone's got a crush~" I bite my lip and look away, "Who's this lovely girl?" Matthew asks Shawn. "Kelsey Calemine." Shawn says and everyone stops moving, I look around for whatever smashed, Shawn looks around confused. "What?" he asks and looks at me then at Matthew, everyone looks at me and I push hair behind my ear, "She died... She used to be a member of Magcon but she got in a car accident with Hayes and Nash.." Matthew says and takes his hands off my hip, I flinch as Hayes slams the door as he walks out. Nash looks at me and then walks over, he holds my arm and checks my pulse, my breath hitches and I look him in the eyes. "Yeah she's Kelsey..." he whispers under his breath, he lets go of my arm and I back up a little, "I..I n-need to go..." I say and jump off the stage, I run out and close the door behind me.

I look for the bathroom then run into it and close the door behind me, I slide down the door and burst into tears, I pull my knees to my chest and close my eyes. I hear someone slide down on the opposite side of the door and sigh, I try to stop crying and catch my breath but I can't. Every time I try to stop it just hurts so I give up on trying, "Why did you fake it...?" the person on the other side, I push myself away from the door and curl into a helpless ball. "Kelsey..." they whisper and punch the door, I flinch and put my hand over my mouth. They stand up and pick the lock, they open the door and walk in, I look up at Hayes and start to calm down but the only two people that could make me calm down completely is Cameron or Nash. "Why..?" he whispers as he starts to tear up, "I....I-I'm s-so... s-sorry..." I whisper as put my face in my hands, he walks out and I put my shirt over my mouth and scream.

Nash and Cameron walk in and close the door behind them, I put my face in my hands and try to stop again. They walk over and sit next to me, Nash carefully forces me to lay down with my head on his lap. I keep my face in my hands because I don't want them to see me like that, Nash strokes my hair and tangles his fingers in my hair. Cameron uncovers my face and wipes my tears away as I start to calm down, I start to hyperventilate. "Shh... Your okay..." Cameron whispers and strokes my cheek, I remember when we were little and I would have nightmares and they would come to my rescue.

~ A FEW MINUTES LATER ~

I calm down and curl up, Cameron looks at Nash then looks back at me, Cameron slowly and carefully pulls me onto his lap with my head on his shoulder. He stands up and carries me outside, "Did you drive here?" he asks and looks at me, I nod hesitantly and grip his shirt. "Which car is yours?" Nash asks and looks around, "B-Black t-truck..." I mumble, Nash takes my keys out of my pocket and walks to my truck, Cameron walks to the passenger side and opens the door. He sets me next to Nash after Nash gets in and then Cameron gets in next to me, I lay my head on Nash's shoulder, he starts the car. "Where do you live?" Nash asks as he starts driving, I tell him my address and shiver, I listen to the rain hitting the windows and smile a little. Cameron makes me lay my head on his shoulder so it's easier for Nash to drive.

~ A FEW MINUTES LATER ~

Nash stops and but doesn't turn the car off, Cameron opens his door and gets out, he picks me up and closes the door. He walks up to my door and unlocks it, he walks inside and closes the door with his foot. He takes his shoes off and pulls mine off, he walks upstairs to my room, he opens the door to my room and walks in. He shuts the door and lays me on my bed, I grip his shirt, "Please don't leave me, Nash.." I mumble half asleep. He lays next to me and takes his phone out, he texts someone then lays his phone on the table next to my bed, I curl up to him and lay my head on his chest. He strokes my hair and I smile, "I missed you, Hayes..." I whisper and falls asleep.