I woke up the next morning with the biggest head ache in the world.
"Fuck." I groaned, rolling over.
I laid on the bed in the guest room, staring at the ceiling.
I remember absolutely everything that happened last night.
From the club, to Mike trying to come on to me, to getting home and seducing Brian and then leaving him there when I was done.
Guilt filled my body and made me want to cry.
I saw the look in his eyes when I walked away from him.
But he didn't try and stop me.
He was still doing what I wanted.
Even letting me use him for my own benefit. I tricked him into getting what I wanted.
And it didn't feel as rewarding as I thought it would.
I wanted to make him suffer.
Suffer as much as I did.
But at the same time, I wanted to hold him in my arms and protect him from everything that wanted to hurt him.
I stood up with a groan as I got light headed.
I looked to the nightstand and I saw a glass of water and some aspirin.
A smile pulled at my lips as I popped the pills into my mouth and gulped the water.
I let the pills kick in and then I got in the shower again.
I washed away all of my guilt, determined not to let it get to me.
I got dressed and followed the wonderful smells to the kitchen.
When I finally got there, I peeked my head around and saw everyone sitting around the table.
I confusedly walked into the kitchen and everyones attention turned to me.
"Hey babe. Did you take the aspirin?" Brian asked from the stove.
"Yeah, thanks." I said softly.
He looked at me and smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes.
He was upset about last night. He was hiding it well too.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked everyone.
"Brian invited us to join you for breakfast." Zacky said with a smile as he shoveled some eggs into his mouth.
I smiled and looked around to see that even Mike was here.
That was a shock.
I could tell Brian doesn't like him already.
I said hi to everyone and then I went over to Brian.
"Hey,um, I'm sorry about last night." I said quietly, totally forgetting about my plan to make him suffer.
I just couldn't do that to him.
"Don't worry babe. It was great." Brian said, giving me a kiss on the forehead.
I frowned and turned to see everyone looking at us.
"What?" I asked.
"So, Brian?" Jimmy said with a smirk on his face.
Brian turned to look at them.
"Yeah?" He asked.
"Did Cynthia make you squeal last night?" Matt asked with a laugh.
They all laughed as I looked down, blushing.
I can't believe I actually said that.
"Squeal?" Danny asked, totally lost.
Val laughed and gave him a kiss.
"I'll explain later, babe." She said.
"Well, did she?" Johnny pressed.
"That is none of your business." I said bitterly.
"When you announce it to all of us, you make it our business, baby girl." Jimmy said with a wink.
"Well, I wouldn't say squeal." Brian chuckled.
"Yeah, there's another word for it." Nique laughed.
I blushed deeply and looked down.
Brian came and wrapped his arm around me tightly, giving me another kiss on the cheek.
"It's okay, babe." He whispered in my ear.
"So you took advantage of the fact that Cynthia was wasted last night?" Mike asked, his eyes narrowed.
It got uncomfortable quiet.
Brian stiffened next to me and his eyes narrowed to thin slits.
I heard Johnny chock on a piece of pancake and Jaden started hitting him on the back roughly.
I let out a laugh as I snuggled into Brian's chest.
His arms automatically wrapped around me tighter.
"Saying he took advantage of me would be an overstatement. I practically raped him. I was the one who took advantage of him. He kept telling me that it was a bad idea and that I was too drunk, but I was pretty persistent." I said with a laugh.
Brian chuckled and leaned down to kiss my cheek.
I moved quickly and caught it on my lips.
I felt Brian smile and I grinned as he pulled away.
He kissed my nose gently.
"I bet you put up a real good fight, Syn." Matt said with a laugh.
"Fuck you! I fought her off for two hours." Brian said, looking up at the guys who just smiled at him.
All of them but Mike.
"I almost cried. That's what got him." I said with a smile as I drug him to the table.
The only seats open was one next to Mike and one at the head of the table.
I sat next to Mike to keep some distance between him and Brian.
"You did not almost cry!" Kat yelled.
"I really almost did. I was really needy last night." I said with a wink to Brian.
"Yeah and I'm sure Brian was more then willing to fulfill your needs." Zacky said.
"Well, I am to please." Brian said with a smile.
I grinned at him and he leaved over and gave me a kiss.
I smiled when he pulled away and saw everyone looking at us again.
"What are you all looking at?" I exclaimed.
"It's good to see you guys happy." Alaina said with a smile.
I saw Mike scowl and I smiled at Brian.
"Yeah, me too." I said.