X.no one to chase after me

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The world is a person,
who kills if you let it.
I know they got pills
that can help you forget it.
they bottle it, call it medicine
but I don't need drugs.

No one to chase after me
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You know that feeling, of complete loneliness. Failure. And hurting. I was feeling all that at once, except X100.

I had completely lost everyone who cared, because I was being selfish.

I let the tears pour down my face, regret washed over me, a lot of it.
He said he loved me, he lied. He said he would never leave, he lied.

-

I decided on not going to school.
Archie stormed into my room, it was past 4:00pm. I guess sadness can turn into sleep.

"How your head little sis?" He asked.
"Good,Archie what's wrong?" I responded.

Archie didn't know about the fight last night, he didn't know about anything last night. It was better that way.

"The Southside High-school has been shut down, some of the students are coming to Riverdale High! And-" Archie was still talking and I shoved past him and ran downstairs to get my phone.

"Oh,Hi, Veronica? Yeah do you now what students are going to Riverdale High? Mhm,yeah. oh." I hung up the phone.
I tear slipped down my face,in quickly wiped it away and jogged up stairs.

"Continue Archie." I fake smiled.

-
My alarm clock blared, I woke up and got dressed as usual. I tried to persuade my dad into letting me stay home.

Veronica forced me into the welcoming committee. I declined, but she insisted.
I wore a white short sleeved shirt and black leggings.I didn't even care what brand of shoes I slide on, and pulled my hair into a high ponytail. And I usually never wore makeup-except mascara and lip gloss.

I threw my bag over my shoulder, the bright scenery was to happy for my mood today.

I began thinking about things, a lot of things. How I was the black sheep of the family,The odd one out. Truth be told, I didn't want to do cheerleading. I wanted to be popular.

And when I lost everything at school, I was the same loner girl from middle school.

-
"Friends! On behalf of the students and Facility here. We welcome you with open arms." Veronica began, it was my turn to speak. I avoided as much eye contact as I could with Sweet Pea.

"Here, we have a list of sports and extracurriculars. We encourage you to drink deeply from the cups that is, fair Riverdale." I finished, thankful it was over.

Toni and Cheryl were about to start a fight before I stopped them.
"Guys, can we just start over,a new slate?" I began, until Reggie cut me off.

"You don't speak for us, Andrews and need I remind you, the greaser snakes showed up at your door. Trying to kick your ass. But it doesn't matter to you me, your just a serpent slu-" He was about to spit the word like venom.

"Hey!" Sweet Pea Yelled, Lunging forward but Fangs and Jughead we're trying to hold him back.

-

I sat alone at lunch, not like I had choice. Reggie came down to sit by me.

"How could you Reggie! I'm not the slu*!
You're the man whore here!" I yelled.

"Ness." He began.
"Fuck you Reggie!"

I stormed out of the lunchroom. And for the first time in a while, no one chased after me.

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