"Donato Antonio! Open this door!"
I tried to open my eyes; but goddammit. My eyes won't open and I am so drunk.
"Get up!" My mother said and pulled me up. "What the hell is wrong with you, Antonio?! Getting wasted and getting tattoo?!"
I saw how angry my mother was. I see her questions in her eyes; questions I don't even know how to answer.
"What's wrong with you?"
I saw her tears falling down in her cheeks and in that moment, I felt how broken I was. I pulled and hugged her tightly and she hugged me back. I felt her crying in my chest. It broke me into million pieces.
"Please, please anak, tell me.. what should we do?" My mother asked. "I want my old son back."
"Ma.." That was the only word I can say.
"What happened, anak?"
How could I tell you, Ma? How could I tell you when I wanted to end my life? How could I tell you when the only thing I wanted to do now is to be gone forever?
"Nothing, Ma." I said as I caressed her back. "I'm good. I'm sorry for the troubles I made."
"Is it about Kisses?" My mother broke our hug and looked at me straight in the eyes.
Everything is about her, Ma.
I shook my head and fake a smile at her, "No, Mama."
"Donny, you can't lie to me." She said and held my cheeks. "Look at her, she's after her dreams. She's doing everything to get her dreams. What are you doing?"
"I'll be okay, Ma."
"Follow what your heart wants, Donny."
How, Ma? If my heart is in a million pieces? Which piece should I follow?
I nodded. "Yes, Ma."
"Get dress, we'll have breakfast together.
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Are Donny Pangilinan & Sharlene San Pedro Dating?
Donny Pangilinan has been rumored to be dating Sharlene San Pedro since they starred as love interests in late 2019's short film for MYX presents, despite the film being released a week ago and rumored break up of Donny Pangilinan and Kisses Delavin.
The duo fueled the speculations on Monday when they were spotted shopping and looking pretty darn cozy in the process.