THIS ISN'T ME (boyxboy)

CHAPTER 9

‘what the hell?! Jay? Paco? Damn are you two gay?! Now tell me again you aren’t a fag Paco’. I recognized that voice immediately. Shit, shit, shit. It was Riley. ‘what? No! I’m not gay… I just, I umm…’ I’m so stupid. He caught me kissing a boy and now I’m telling him I’m not gay? Yeah right, this is really getting out of control. ‘then why are you sticking your tongue up that Jay-fag’s throat?’ he asked with a face full of disgust. ‘hey dude, watch what you’re saying or else I’ll..’ ‘or else what?!’ Riley cut Jay off. ‘or else I’ll beat the crap out of you!’ Jay shouted. ‘oh yeah?’ Riley asked while he stepped in Jay’s direction. ‘wait, wait, no fighting please, we’ll just go back and never talk about this again.’ I said while I grabbed Jay’s arm before Riley could do something. Riley just laughed while both, me and Jay ran out of the toilets. ‘holy fuck, I swear to god if he tells someone I’ll beat him up until he can’t move anymore’ Jay said to me. I was still confused about everything what happened. We actually kissed. Holy shit what am I doing. Am I gay? No! That can’t be! Oh god that would be awful. I can’t be gay. Shit, shit, shit. I’m so confused right now. ‘umm I’m just going to my locker, I’ll see you later’ I said to Jay as I just walked off. I didn’t want to see anyone right now. I just wanted to be alone and think. I decided to just skip my next classes and hang a little bit in the city. It was calm right now, everybody was at work and not many people wanted to go out right now at this time of the day. I lighted up a  cigarette and took a long drag of it. I watched as the smoke escaped my mouth. I was really confused the past few weeks. I couldn’t stop thinking about everything. I wanted a distraction so I went to a café. I thought drinking would help me forget my problems a little bit. So after 8 beers I was so drunk I couldn’t even walk straight. It was already half past four pm so I decided to get my car which was still parked at school. While I stumbled to the parking I lighted up another cigarette. ‘Paco what are you doing here?’ a voice asked. ‘w-what…?’ I looked around but didn’t see where the voice was coming from. ‘hey I’m over here you dumbass’. ‘ohh now I s-see’ I said with a slur to my voice. It was Riley again. Why is he always where I am while I really didn’t want to see him right now? ‘are you drunk?’ he asked. ‘drunk as fuck you mothafuckaaa’ I said. He laughed a bit and walked in my direction with a big grin on his face. Wait what is he going to do. ‘you need some help?’ he asked as he was getting closer. ‘what no? I-I don’t need any help brooo’ I said. Okay maybe I don’t know how I’m going to get my car out of here and maybe I don’t even know how I’m going to get home. I can’t even walk straight, actually, I can’t even walk. ‘than tell me, Paco, how are you going to get home?’ Riley asked with a smirk on his face, he was now standing only a couple inches away from me. ‘oh didn’t thought about that yet… you know.. hehe’. Just as I wanted to back up a little bit, I lost my balance and fell on the ground ‘ouch’ I said with a painful face. ‘you okay?’ Riley asked as he reached down for me. The world was turning for me right now, jeez I didn’t had to drink that much. I looked up to see Riley staring at me. Damn those eyes are so blue. Hey, I never noticed he actually wore eyeliner. That’s so hot. Oh god he his jaw line is gorgeous. He’s so fucking hot, I never thought about it. ‘Did I ever told ya you’re hot as fuuuuck’ I said to him. ‘you are sooo drunk right now, come on I’ll take you home’ Riley said while laughing. ‘alright I guesss’ I said. He helped me to my car and put me on the back seat. I was really dizzy right now, I hope I wasn’t going to throw up in my own car.

 RILEY’S POV:

I started the car and heard a loud groan coming from Paco. Why the fuck did he even drank so much on a  Thursday evening? That guy is full of surprises isn’t he. I asked what his address was and he mumbled something. The only thing I understood was his street and number, that’s enough I guess. I drove to his house and parked his car in his garage. I helped him inside and after a little bit of searching I found his bedroom. Damn his house is full of empty bottles of beer. Where are his parents by the way? This is weird… I went downstairs to see if maybe someone was there. But nope, nobody. I lighted up a cigarette as I cleaned up some bottles on the floor. What a mess. Would this be Paco’s? Or are his parents alcoholic or something? I heard a loud BANG from upstairs and made my way to Paco’s room. But it was empty. What the fuck. Where is he? How can he be gone? I looked under his bed and in his closet. Where is he? Then I heard another sound from the room next to his. I opened the door and was shocked about what I saw. He had thrown all the stuff around the room, there was a closet on the floor, half broken because he had punched it with his bare hands. The chair was thrown to the wall and the window was broken. There was blood all over his hands and he broke the bed. I didn’t even know how he did that. All the clothes, sheets from the bed and other stuff was thrown around the room. ‘what the hell Paco! What are you doing?! ‘ I screamed. ‘HE CAN’T RAPE ME AGAIN RILEY, HE CAN’T!’ what the fuck is he talking about. ‘THAT FUCKING SON OF A BITCH HE CAN’T TOUCH ME AGAIN I WILL KILL HIM I SWEAR I…’ he lost his balance and fell with a loud bang on the ground. Ouch that must have hurt his head. It looked like he passed out for a couple of minutes, but after a while he tried to get up again. He held his head in his hands. ‘ugh what te fuck’ he said. I came closer ‘are you okay? Dude, let me check your hand, you’re bleeding like hell. You smashed the window you idiot!’ I said. This guy really has to stop drinking so much. I took him to the bathroom and started to wash the blood of his hands. ‘hey, Riley, f-forget about what I said’ he stuttered. ‘which part, the one about you calling me hot? Or about your dad’ I said to him with a wink. ‘huhh did I call you hot..?’ ‘yeah you did, but can I admit, you’re hot as well’ I said. He gave me a smirk. ‘take your shirt off’ I told him. ‘what.. why?’ he asked as his eyes widened. ‘because there’s blood all over it’ I said with an obvious tone. ‘oh hehe didn’t see that’. He took it off and damn.. he was fit, like, fucking fit. He caught me staring and gave me a big smirk. ‘enjoying the view?’ ‘I.. well, umm, yeah, I mean… just go to sleep already’ I stuttered. I blushed, what the fuck why am I blushing? Next thing I know was that Paco pinned me to the wall. He was close, like really close. I could smell the alcohol coming from his mouth. His bare chest was pressed against mine and I gave me shivers down my spine. My eyes widened as he came closer with his face. Shit he’s going to kiss me. I really couldn’t resist it, I kissed him back. Damn he was a good kisser. A wild kisser. I entered his mouth with my tongue and heard a loud moan coming from him. God that turns me on. I tried to make the gap between us smaller, if that was even possible and squeezed his body against mine. He twirled his fingers through my hair and this time it was me who moaned. I felt myself getting excited as he rubbed his bulge against mine. While we kissed, we moved to his room. We interrupted our kiss for a couple of seconds so I could take my shirt of and threw it away. I was on top of him on the bed now. He started to unbutton my pants while I did the same with his. When we were both in boxers he started to move his hips up and down what made my erection grow even more. I was so hard right now I just had to take him. ‘P-Paco, can I take you?’ I asked between moans. ‘uh, take me already Riley’ he stuttered. We both took our boxers of as I began to prepare him with my fingers. It hurt a little in the beginning but he got used to it after a while. He was moaning in pleasure. ‘do it Riley’ he said. I slowly put my penis in, he grabbed the sheets in pain but after a couple of minutes of slowly moving the pain turned into pleasure. ‘oh, oh god Riley’ he screamed. Our sweaty body’s moving against each other with moans coming from our mouths. Shit this feels so good I thought. After a while I felt myself getting to my climax. ‘oh god Paco, I’m gonna… I’m gonna ughhh’ I couldn’t end my sentence as I felt a big shiver of pleasure going through my body while I came. I think the feeling of my cum inside him made him come too. Because before I knew it the sheets where covered in a warm liquid. We both just lay there, naked in each other’s arms, breathing heavily. This was the best sex I ever had I thought to myself. I looked at Paco and gave him a big smile, I kissed him on the mouth and together, we fell asleep.  

-chapter 9 guys! Hope it isn't that bad. Please let me know what you think!

~picture of Riley right there!