Chapter 4

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•Y/N's POV!

I haven't spoke to Tom since that scene (a week ago), we were back to our last week of filming and I was as nervous as the first day, our characters kissed and slept together and it was even more akward than before.

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Ohh I never imagined that working with Tom would be so difficult! We were loosing that sense of friendship and becoming just co-workers, this was terrible. We didn't spend nights eating and cuddled watching movies, we even didn't talk to each other, I bet he was as messed up and confused as me, the more our characters' relationship progressed, the more our friendship went backwards.

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It's not that I had feelings for him, but I admit I wouldn't mind to kiss him again. "Omg Y/N! What are you thinking? Tom is your friend okay? You are FRIENDS! Get your friendship back! NOW!" I said to myself. Okay, maybe I had some feelings for him, but WHAT THE HELL, I wanted back what we had before working together! Cause being friends with Tom was the best that ever happened to me! I didn't want to change that for what was going on now! I know I wanted him, i think I love him, NO NO NO! Y/N!!! You are FRIENDS! HE DOESN'T WANT THAT! Ohh I'm so stupid.

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The premiere day arrived, and we both went by ourselves and met there. Everything was great, I signed some authographs (I was lil famous I had fans!) and then got back to my house. The night was beautiful and I didn't feel at all uncomfortable, I sat on my couch reliving the evening, Tom was nice, and acted normal too, I just wondered what was on his mind. **my thoughts were cut because my bell rang**

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•Tom's POV (from the day they kissed)

At first, I saw kissing Y/N, sth 'normal' cause I've kissed some actresses before, and we were cook. You bet this was different, we both thought nothing woul change after that, but I believe my world and hope hers too, my 'whole world' CHANGED AND FOREVER.

We were cool at first but then I had to cut her in the middle of her sentence. Our lips collided, ohh my goodness, those warm and soft lips. I've kissed women before but never felt like that. Ever.

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How can I handle that? Since that moment I realized, ALL THIS YEARS AND NEVER NOTICE HER! HER AS A WOMAN, NOT A FRIEND A BEAUTIFUL, STUNNING, RAVISHING AND HOT WOMAN. MY GOODNESS, I LOVE HER!!!

Our friendship is falling down, we aren't talking anymore and I totally hate it. I want back the days when we cuddled together watched movies, fall asleep, I miss those days, I MISS HER, I WANT HER! Not as a friend as a girlfriend, okay I've gotta go! Now! She was so pretty in the premiere. Okay I've got to try, at least! I need to tell her how I feel and stop acting like an idiot! **I headed to her apartment when i was there I rang the bell**

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"ohh Hello Tom!" She said

"Hi Y/N"

"So.. what brought you here?" She asked smiling

"I wanted to talk to you darling"

She blushed "ohh really? So come in please!"

"Sure"

"I'm cooking if you want to have dinner"

"Y/N thank you, but just let me take this out of my chest, please right now"

"Okay, continue" she said worried

"Well...you know that we've been friends for years, practically we were raised together-"

"Yes..."

"Okay I'm gonna say it, and I don't mind if you think or not the same. Y/N since we kissed, sth strange happened-"

"Ohh"

"No no, in a good way I say, since that moment I started feeling different for you, I guess I- erm... I-I lo-... I love you."

She stayed there frozen, I started feeling uncomfortable "hey Y/N, I better go, I know you don't feel the same, it's just- I...I had to say it, I couldn't handle one more day without saying nothing. I-- it's just...I miss you so much."

She didn't say a thing she just looked me in the eyes, omg those beautiful eyes. "Okay, bye darling" and I turned around and headed to the door...

"Wait!" She said.

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((End of chapter 4!))

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