There he was... His perfect blonde hair, beautiful blue eyes, and perfect body.... He walked with me along the edge of the ocean. I couldn't help but stare up at his gorgeous face. I looked down to his hand which fit perfectly into mine. It was just so weird... I had just met him. Some how he had been at the beach when I woke up on the sand. He had just been sitting there looking down at me with a handsome smile. I didn't know how I had gotten there but I didn't really care right then. I was with him and that's all that mattered. We suddenly stopped and he stepped in front of me and turned to face me. His hands shock as he took my free hand in his. I saw he was nervous and I wondered why. "I-I-I...." he studdered. "Ya?" I asked looking up into his beautiful eyes. He swallowed and whispered, "I-I love you Kimmy." We just looked at each other for a little while. "I love you too Niall."
Thud! I was suddenly on the floor wide awake. I looked around confused. Where was the beach? Where was the sand? The water? Where was he?
I sighed. " It was just a dream. Only a dream," I said disappointally.
I dragged myself up off the floor and put my bright orange robe on. I suddently felt extremely excited. I hadn't even realized what day it was! It was the two year anniversary of One Direction!
I hit my palm to my forhead feeling dumb that I hadn't remembered. I grabbed my laptop and ran down stairs to get something to eat. I found Pops in the cupboard and poored myself a bowl. I sit down at the table and log on to my Facebook. I smile like an idiot seeing all the post my best friend Mariah had made about today. I swore I would kill her later for spamming me. But I love her. She's the only person I can really fangirl over One Direction with. I tryed once with my other best friend Ricardo but he didn't really seem interested which I guess I can't really blame him for. He IS a guy anyway...
I finish my cearel and go up to my room to decide what I would tweet them at 3:22 pm. Mariah made sure to tell me to tweet them then instead of 8:22 pm our time since they were five hours ahead of us. I look up at my clock and realized it was almost 3:15pm. I laughed realizeing I had just spent my whole morning decideing what I would tweet them. I start to jump and and down as excited as Louis when he sees Kevin eating a carrot.
I sit down on my Futon and see Mariah has messaged me. "4 Minutes!" I laugh realizing how excited she most be over this. "Ik.<3" I messaged back. "3.......2.......1" I quickly clicked the tweet button on all their twitters that I had already prepared to be ready when I was time. I felt tears well in my eyes. I knew Mariah would be crying right now. I didn't blame her.... I love them almost as much as she did. I still remember when I was at her house and we watched their live tour movie. We had screamed at every dance move they did and cryed at their souls. I grabbed onto my Niall necklace I had made at her house that same day. I smiled as I thought of him. It has always been my dream to meet him. I knew it would never happen. Only in my dreams. That thought made the tears start to fall from my eyes and down my cheeks.
I wipe the tears away quickly when I heard a knock on my door. I turn down my One Direction music that had been playing all morning. "Yah!" I shouted at the door. "Turn down that stupid music!" I knew it was my little brother Michael.. He was the middle child and he somehow thought he had control over me and our youngest brother Daniel. Even though I was older then him.....
I felt the tears coming back to my eyes when I heard him say that the music was stupid. I swung my door open angrly. "It's not stupid music! Its the best music I've ever heard in my damn life and how the hell would you know if it was stupid! You don't listen to music!" He suddenlly had a look of saddness in him face. " I-I'm sorry... I shouldn't have shouted...." Was all I could make out to say. "It-It's alright. I shouldn't have made fun of your music." He said with his head down to the floor. He suddenly had a smirk on his face as he looked up and said, " The music isn't stupid.... You are!" He ran down the hall and I just shut my door laughing. I may get annoyed by him.... but he always made me laugh.
The rest of the afternoon was pretty boring.... I facebooked, listened to One Direction and Ross Lynch who, by the way, was my second choice for a husband... you know, after Niall of course. Mariah said It was because I must like Blondes with blue or green eyes, which I guess was true cause my last long term boyfriend was blonde with blue eyes and then of course I was in love with these two hunks.
I looked down to see Mariah had sent me a link. I figured it was proabably another video or picture of One Direction or one of the Members. I clicked on it and say it was a picture of a personal tweet to Harry Styles from a girl who often suggested who Harry should follow back on twitter. I suddenly saw that Mariah's twitter name was on that list. My heart stopped. I stopped breathing. This was the first time I had ever really been jealous of anyone. "Omfg! Is this for real?" I questioned. "Ikr! and Yes!" I was so happy for her. But at the same time, I was upset. I was sad it wasn't me. I wanted it to be me. But it wasn't.... I knew it was fair though... Mariah had been a fan way longer then I had. I was suddenly mad at myself. The one year I didn't watch X-Factor they had been on it. I laughed. I was being stupid. If he followed her back then I was going to be happy for her. I shouldnt be mad or upset. I should be happy for her. I wasn't being a good friend. "I'm so happy for you. Your so lucky!" I held the tears in as I wrote it.
I know she deserves it. She was the biggest fan they could have. She knew everything about them. Every song forwards and backwards. Anything that had to do with them, she knew. "She deserves it." I whispered to myself. I smiled as we started talking about some girl on twitter who needed to go back to what ever hell hole that she came from. She was posting pictures of Zayn saying he was behind 9/11.
I gripped the sides of my chairs as I read some more of her horrible tweets. I wished she would just die. She was talking about how people with cancer should just die already and that she wasnt sorry for the people that got killed in a resent theatre shooting cause she heard they were all directioners. I ranted on about this for a while to Mariah over facebook. I was sure she was just sitting at home laughing at what my rant said. I wasn't very good at ranting so I was even laughing as I angrily typed the message.
This is what I loved about her. I could rant on about people I disliked. I could tell her my dreams about Niall and I could share my hopes with her. She was the only one that understood. I knew she would never leave me like so many others had.
Suddenly "I want" came on and I started to shout the lyrics to it. I knew I was a horrible singer but I couldnt help it. It was my favorite song of theirs and I could never just sit and listen to it. I remember one time at the mall I had my Ipod and "I want" came on and I started to sing and dance around like a complete idiot.
I laughed as I thought of this. I had made a foul of myself that day.
I layed down tired from my tears. The crying. The excitement. I was just tired. I dosed of listening to 1D and smiled as I held my Niall necklace as I slept.
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Sorry if you guys didn't like it! I'm not that good of a writer. :/ But this was the boring chapter. The next few will be pretty excitng though! Again sorry for the boringness of this chapter.