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As the months go bye

As time goes bye I slowly heal.

School's a nightmare. Having constant reminders that Mariah is gone. But I slowly learn to live with it.

As second tri ends and third tri starts I take this as an opportunity for a new beginning.

I hang out with some of my other friends. Putting Mariah out of my head.

I take to my studies, that's what I focus on the most.
My schedule becomes most important.

1st hour, choir. I sit through the class singing and paying attention. But as time goes on my attion slowly turns instead of the teacher and what we're doing, to the girl sitting next to me. At first I start to notice the way she stands, the way she sings. I dont realize it then but I'm starting to have a crush on her. What a mess that'll become.

2nd hour, math. I hate math so much. But my teacher is nice and takes time to help me when I need it. Unlike the other math teachers in ny school. When you ask them they just say "while were you paying attention to what I was saying?!?" No my teacher Mrs.Rose, she is one of the sweetest people I know. If she see's that your struggling she will help you and give you chocolate. Saying "chocolate fixes everything." She becomes one of my favorite teachers ever.

3rd hour, history. History is the easiest thing in the world for me. I do fine in the class. The only thing that I dont like is the stupid kids in my class. In the back all the jocks sit back there only talking about football and hockey. Then in the middle you have the "popular" girls who are always flirting with the guys. Then in the front the kids who have no future sit. The teacher has assigned them the front seat because these are the kids who are failing school. The ones that all they do is sit and okay games all the time. It gets annoying, but I can live with it.

Then I have lunch. Were me and my friends sit in the library and eat. We talk about everything. This is my favorite time of the day.

Then I have advisory. I switched my from my old advisory class because I couldn't handle sitting there and not seeing Mariah.
It's an ok class.

4th hour, biology. It's an ok class. I do well in it. The only problem is I dont have any friends in the class. Its awkward. But hopefully it will get better.

5th hour, Advanced English. This is the class I hate most. Not because its advanced english, but because my teacher is a jerk. He regularly makes fun of the kids in front of the whole class. Telling us that we are all failures. I hate him, so much.

6th hour, water coloring. My last class. You'd think water painting would be easy. It's not. I have to learn a whole complex set of things to show in my water painting. Depth, texture, make it seam alive. I dont think I would have made it if it weren't for my friend. Haven, she's all artsy and she knew what she was doing. She saved me a lot.

As I go through my days I think things will get better. Little did I know that my world was going to get thrown for another loop and things were going to change agian.