He really didn't want to end his life, but figured that it would finally take the pain away for good. As he thought about it and after listening to Sadie yell at him, he knew that he was in the wrong, and that he needed to snap out of the state of mind that he was in.
He turned, looking at Sadie and directly into her eyes. He saw the terror and frustration in her eyes, and his heart began to beat faster while looking at her. Without even thinking, his arm reached round her waist and pulled her to him, with his other hand cupping the back of her head he pressed his lips against hers, kissing her hard at first. When she responded kissing him back, their kiss turned into a heated passionate kiss. He stopped to breathe, and leaned his head back to look at her, surprised that she didn't resist him, he expected her to push him away, or even a slap to his face.
She didn't say anything, she just looked back at him, she thought the kiss was nice, he had her wanting more and was surprised when he stopped. He leaned in for another kiss, as she kissed him back it sent warm sensations throughout his body, as well as hers. His hands started roaming around her body, the way he was kissing her and how he was touching her had her inner core throbbing with desire for him, and feeling moisture below. She wrapped her arms around him, kissing him more urgently, moaning as she felt the temperature rise inside her "Sadie." He moaned into her mouth.
He pulled back cupping the sides of her face, while looking in her eyes "WOW...." He said in amazement, taking a deep breath. He felt like a whole different person after that kiss, he then began thinking that it was wrong of him to kiss her "I'm so sorry, I probably shouldn't have kissed you like that... but it felt so right." He whispered, wiping her bottom lip softly with his thumb. He noticed her chest raising up and down fast and looked back up at her "To be honest, I expected a slap across the face."
She smiled at him, she wasn't sure what to say. She did enjoy his lips against hers, but she herself was unsure if it was right for them to kiss "Promise me you'll get rid of that thing." She says pointing at the gun that she placed down on the desk "And promise me that you'll never think about doing anything like that ever again." She says, grabbing a fist full of his shirt and pulling him to her, staring him in the eyes.
"I'm sorry, I know that was stupid of me, It's just everytime that I look at the girls, I see Harlow and it kills me everytime. It really hurts. I've just been feeling like I cannot go on without her." He said, sounding depressed.
"And that's a bad thing that they look like her? She gave you two precious gifts... don't ever take them for granted, they deserve you in their life. I'm being serious when I say this, don't be doing anything stupid like that ever again, I'll keep saying it over and over too, just to get that in your head." She says, walking over to the gun, picking it up and emptying out all the ammo onto the desk. She then made sure that the gun was empty, and set it down while grabbing the ammo.
She looked back over to him "Don't you ever say that you can't live without her, you can and you will." She snapped, pointing her finger at him.
"Easier said than done." He spoke, running his hands through his hair.
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The Unexpected Nanny (June 1st 2019, Being Pulled)Romance
When Antonio Russo's wife was dying of breast cancer, he went to an agency looking to hire a live in nanny for their twin girls. After many interviews and the children not caring for any of the women he had been being interviewing, he was beginning...