"Hey," I said walking into the nursery to where Chanel seemed to be spending a lot of time since she came back home. She was sitting in a rocking chair with a picture of her and Aleigha in her hand and I could tell she was crying.
"Hey," she said quickly wiping her eyes. "I didn't hear you come in"
"Yea, I just got in a few minutes ago. I need to change the batteries on the alarm thing. You okay?" I asked walking closer to her and sitting on the small ottoman in front of her.
"Yea," she said taking a deep breath "I just didn't realize how hard it would be coming back here. Being away from all of her stuff made it a little easier, but coming back here just makes me so sad."
"I feel you. I haven't been in here until you got back. It's too hard."
"How do we even get past this?" she asked and I sighed
"I really wish I had the answer to that. Maybe we can find someone to talk to, who's been through the same thing. But a lot of people have been through it, and they've made it, we will too." I said taking her hand in mine and kissing the back of it.
"I hope so"
"You gotta have more faith than that. We will" I said.
"I'm surprised you kept this stuff here"
"I was tempted to get rid of it, but I didn't wanna do that without your blessing. This is about you just as much as it is about me, so whatever you wanna do, I'm with it."
"I think we should donate them to someone less fortunate. Maybe one of your Angels is having a baby and needs a new crib and stuff." I said referring to his foundation that he started years ago
"I think that's a great idea baby," I said smiling at her. This situation was hard to deal with, but I'm happy she was trying to make something positive out of it.
"Come on, let's get out of here. I wanna take you out"
"Where are we going?"
"Wherever you wanna go, my love."
"Hmmm, well then can we go shopping then?" she said with a smile and I nodded as she leaned forward and placed a kiss on my lips. She got up from the chair and went to our bedroom to get dressed for the day and I followed her to do the same.
A few hours later, we were finally back home from shopping and to say I was exhausted was an understatement. I was starting to remember why I would just send her shopping by herself. She could shop for days if you let her, so running behind her throughout a bunch of stores definitely wasn't my desired thing to do, but I wanted to make her happy, and I wanted her back to her old self. I also needed to do everything that I felt like I could possibly do to make up for all the bullshit I pulled over the last few months. I knew I couldn't just shower her with gifts and think everything would be okay, I know she needed me to be there for her, to support her and love her and that's what I intended to do.
As I walked into the room, I watched her as she stood in the mirror with nothing but a bra and matching underwear on as she examined her body. Walking up behind her, I placed my hands on her shoulders and placed a kiss on the back of her neck.
"I didn't mean to scare you," I said placing another kiss on her shoulder blade.
"It's okay," she said softly with s sigh as she turned around to face me. My hands slowly moved to her waist before I pulled her closer to me and rested my head in the crook of her neck "Thanks for taking me out today. It helped me a lot. I missed you and I missed spending time with you like that"
"I know, I missed you too. Thank you for giving me another chance. I know I don't really deserve it."
"I love you, Trey. As much as you hurt me, I don't wanna do life with you, but I'm not gonna tolerate you doing that again. If you don't want to be with me, then don't. It'll hurt, but I'll be okay by myself."
"I do wanna be with you. I was scared and I acted out, but that's no excuse. I promise to be better baby, I do"
"I believe you," she said cupping my face in her hands and placed a kiss on my lips. "And I love you"
"I love you more," I said deepening the kiss. I walked us back towards the bed and taking a seat on the edge and pulling her into my lap so she could straddle me. I glided my tongue against he bottom lip and she parted her lips, allowing me to slide my tongue in. I massaged her tongue with mine before releasing her lips and placing kisses along her neck. My hands roamed her body as I continued to place kisses along her body, and I smiled as I heard low moans escape from her lips. I slipped one hand into her pants and massaged her pearl and I sighed as it felt like I was about to bust simply by feeling her wetness. I hadn't had sex with my wife in several months and to say I missed being inside her was an understatement.
"Babe, please" she begged through moans that almost sent me through the roof.
"Take these off," I mumbled and she nodded as she pulled off her lace underwear and her bra while I stripped myself of my clothing. Once I took my shorts off, my member sprang out of my boxers at full attention. I sat back on the bed and allowed her to climb back on top of me and slide down onto me. We both sigh as we became reacquainted with each other. I tried to concentrate as much as I could because it had been so long and the feeling alone made me want to come inside of her. After calming myself down, I began to pump in and out of her before she began to ride me.
"Babe, you're gonna make me cum" I groaned
"Not yet" she whispered longingly. I didn't want to cum before her so I stood up, and turned us around before placing her on her knees on the bed. I reentered her slowly, as she began to throw her shit back on me. I bit my lip at the sight of her ass clapping on my dick and I tried to will myself not to cum but I felt like I wouldn't have too much longer as I felt her walls tightening around me. I slid one hand underneath her and gently massaged her, only causing her moans to increase.
"Babe" she cried out sounding like music to my ear. Her moans got louder and louder and I could feel her walls tightening around me. Soon enough, we both reached our climax at the same time before she collapsed on to her stomach. A few seconds later, she turned onto her back and moved further onto the bed and I climbed on top of her laying my head on her chest.
"You never told me what you and my dad talked about," she said while massaging my scalp.
"Well, I didn't do much talking, but he said I better square up next time you come to him crying about me," I said earning a giggle from her.
"Sounds like pops"
"Yea, I never seen him disappointed in me before. That, combined with the disappointment from you and my mom broke my heart"
"Well, you seem to have gotten yourself together."
"Forever. I can't lose you and I won't do shit to let that happen again"
"You about to put me to sleep with this massage," She moved from my scalp to my ears and it was calming me all the way down.
"Go to sleep then babe. I know you're tired"
"Keep talking to me though," I said causing her to giggle.
"All these years and you're still a big ass baby"
"I'm your big ass baby" I chuckled feeling the sleep overcome me even more.
"You are. Go to sleep baby. I'll have dinner ready when you get up" she said and I nodded against her chest as I drifted off to sleep.