thank you @dis_is_Anoushka for this amazing cover ! I had to put it straight into the book haha.
I sit down beside her. She looks low-spirited. She looks at the ground. I feel sorry for her and I mean honest sorry! How can a girl so beautiful , she literally looks like an angel , be so sad and consider killing herself ? What had she been gone through?What is she going through?
"You know ? Im often silent when I scream inside ." she wispers without looking me in the eyes. Tears are falling from her cheeks and her nose stopped bleeding .
"Who did this to you? " I ask her .I can't imagine someone hurting a person like her. I mean yes , you are right , I don't know her but I can't explain why , its just like I know her my whole life. I can feel she's not evil.
"I don't want to talk about it . Didn' t you want to prove me something?"she responds , escaping my question.
"Ehm ,yes !" I clear my throat because I feel a little awkward and Im nervous . This is the girl I am thinking about everyday since that poolparty , I just don't want to fuck it up !
I take my drawings knowing that this can end well or she could think I am a total creep and ignore me for the rest of her life.
No, I can't risk that. I need to find a way to escape this situation.
But how ?
"Ok I have to admit to you, I lied." I say, nor looking her in the eyes.
I can feel her gaze on my face. It feels so intense that all of my veins cramp and my cells vibrate.
"Oh..ehm okay, well I guess I can't be mad about the fact that you only wanted to safe me though. Thanks for that." She responds thankfully and I can hear the honesty in her voice.
"Yes I am sorry but I didn't know what to do. Will you tell me now whats wrong ? Or tell me your name ? at least? " I ask her waiting nervously for an answer. At least I can get more informations like that even though I have failed to tell her the truth.
"Im Ella and no I don't want to talk about it. But thank you ! Thank you for not letting me jump." she says and I can see her tears disappear.
She believes me wow ! I thought this would be waaay more difficult .
Everytime I look at her my heart stopps beating for seconds, you know that feeling you get when you're in love to the next level and you see your crush walking your way and you just can't help it but scream inside for help and pray you don't fall or let a fart out, something like that .
"Hey Brandon ? can you do me a favor ? " She asks with her weak voice and looks at me.
"What ? I' ll do everything." Wow Im getting cringy here.
"Can you sit here with me and just say nothing, like just the two of us sitting and looking at the ocean?" -Ella
Wow, I have never imagined that one day I would sit next to the girl of my dreams on a bench to watch the ocean .
"Yes Ella I'd love to" I respond .
So we are just sitting there, her head on my shoulder , my arm around her waist and Im gently touching her hand but not to much so she could think that I 'd be creepin' up on her .
There I am sitting on that bench with all my questions. Ella fell asleep on my shoulder, this makes me smile. She looks even more beautiful in real life. She is so cute. Seeing her so sad kills me inside even if I don't know her.
Although she fell asleep, I stay and don't move because somehow I don't want this moment to end .
Maybe now , that I found Ella, I can find the reason why I have this dreams about her. We'll see...
hey guys I know this is a small chapter but I need to prepare for whats coming :-) I hope you liked it and feel free to comment :-)
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The girl in my dreamsHumor
Not a normal teenfiction! Book has a special plot twist. Brandon is 18 when this dreams start. Every night he dreams about a girl with piercing green eyes and golden brown hair.He only sees flashes of her, brief glimpses and each time his eyes open...