RANT #1: Imagine That

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Ok, I'll be completely honest about this.

I used to hate school.

Most days, I don't get out of bed so I could pretend I was sick and had to stay in. I hide myself in this facade that I don't need anyone, which got me less and less likeable. People avoid me. So I get back at them, to return the favor.

People get intimidated by me. I have this terrifying face that drives humans away. It's not even funny. (I do find it funny, but others don't?) I have this cursed face and horrible personality.

But wait, there's more!

I am incredibly stupid.

Most of the times I'm too far up in my head.

I have a wild imagination.

It doesn't stop there.

But last year, I had tons of fun, became friends with total strangers and had a blast. This made me want to go to school each and every day, even when I'm extremely late for class. It all came to an end back in May.

Devastated, I returned to the normal broody me. It was sad. My friends and I got separated, and I feel so uneased and unwelcome. The section had this certain ambiance, and a heavy atmosphere that could kill.

I was afraid. Afraid of plenty of things.

Me? Smile again? Like the way I used to? In that room?

Imagine that.

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