Chapter 11: Lose Her

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(This chapter will only be Barrys thoughts)
Barry's Pov:

   I can't do it. I can't get her off my mind. It's been 2 weeks and I still haven't talked to Caitlin. I try to ignore her but when she talks about anything  I just can't seem to look away. All of a sudden I feel more drawn than I was before. Everything about her reels me in. The way she walks or the way she dresses.
   I can't. I want to be with her all the time but my mind if confused. I know it it's it has to be. I can't just fall in love with another woman when I have the woman I want. I want Iris. The question that is still in my mind
  Do I need her? I don't know and I hate not knowing. I know sooner or later I will have to choose. I know she's dating that other guy or why else will she spend so much time with him. I know he's not apart of her family. I don't want to lose Iris but then there's Caitlin. And I really don't want to lose her either. I can try to forget her but I won't be able too. My mind is still filled with Caitlin. It shouldn't be. I need someone to talk to. Caitlin was that person but I can't talk to her obviously. I really don't want to lose her.
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Sorry it's so short and sorry I didn't post sooner. I feel sick and some family drama Love you guys!

V.R❤

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