D O U B T
feeling good enough
is something that has never been possible for me.
even on good days
the most i can feel is a bit below good enough
my heart swells with the constant ache that is my life and insecure thoughts.
my mind races with every reason i have to despise myself and feel nothing but shame
everyday i am guilty, blaming myself for others faults.
anxiety flows through my blood every second
and all i can feel
for the card ive been dealt in life.