Kuroo Tetsurou x Male! Reader (Soulmate AU Pt. Two!)

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<yep! Part two~ also, trigger warning! Abuse, suicidal thoughts, and suicide attempts, so watch out~!>

I looked at the name on my wrist, my heart clenching in pain as I covered it with concealer. I couldn't bare to look at it, seeing as it was the very person who broke me.

I'd love to say that I had been doing better since that day, but that would be a lie. At least I had enough strength to get a boyfriend.

He hasn't found his soulmate yet, and doesn't plan to.

I thought I wouldn't have to run into my soulmate again, I thought he was out of my life. Boy was I wrong.

It all started at a typical college party. I didn't want to go, but after some talk with my boyfriend, he had convinced me to join him. All of his friends were there, and I was left alone seeing as I hadn't known a single person there. At least I thought.

Until I saw him. My soulmate. Tetsurou.

We had briefly locked eyes before I panicked and disappeared within the crowd. I tried finding my boyfriend, but he wasn't anywhere to be seen.

My heart wrenched as I tried to hold back the tears, but memories of that day flooded my mind. I grasped at my hair, tears spilling as my throat burned. I wanted to scream, but nothing came out. The flashing lights and loud music weren't helping, not to mention the strong smell of alcohol. My breathing was limited, and I felt the walls were caving in on me.

Everything kept getting darker and darker, and I just wanted to scream, move, or do something, but I was frozen in place.

I felt a hand on my shoulder. I desperately wanted it to be my boyfriend's hand, I wanted him to take me away from this place so I wouldn't have to deal with anything. But it wasn't. I guess deep down I knew it was him. Tetsurou.

"(Y/n), I—"

"Don't touch me!" I screamed, wanting to sound angry, or intimidating, but what came out was more like a whimper.

I pushed him away from me, staring into his eyes as tears welled in mine.

"Get... Away from me Tetsurou..." I huffed, wiping my tears.

I turned around, going to walk away before I felt a grip around my wrist.

The concealer!

I looked back, seeing Tetsurou turn over my wrist to see the now smudged concealer that vaguely showed his name. He looked down at his hand, a frown on his face. He looked genuinely hurt, and for some reason that pained me even more.

"Ah... I see..." Was all he said before he let me go.

I turned away, going to go find my boyfriend. Once I had found him, I ran up to him.

"I wanna go, can we please leave?" I asked.

"Not now, I'm playing beer pong and I'm about to win," he said.

"Please, I don't want to be here!"

"Not now,"

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