Dreamer

"I lied"

Date: May 13,2018
Word count: 1479

Oliver's pov:

It's been awhile since ...... that day

I haven't seen y/n for awhile I was and still am to scared to see her face because I'm afraid of what she will say to me and if she will never want to see my face again I would understand why because it's my fault she is like this if I would have never lied about the way I felt all this "damn" time

Teacher:OLIVER STOP BEING IN YOUR STUPID THOUGHTS AND PAY ATTENTION YOU HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR 2 whole months get it together, ok?

Oliver: yes sir I'm sorry

Teacher: now what's (bandjdjjsnssbsh )................

DINGGGGGGG

finally school is over I just need to grab my stuff now I'll go out side and wait for "Y/n" ........

???: why is she in your thoughts ......?

Oliver: yea ....every year,month ,week , day ,hour , second , even when I'm taking a shower or holding my ex hand I just can't get her off my mind ...

???: why .. is that ?

Oliver: maybe it's just cause she is my bestfriend yet she is so amazing and beautiful and kind , caring ,intelligent, loves kids , and so much more that i can't even explain in words ....

???: what made you think of her in that way ?

Oliver: because she is the one who fixed the hole in my heart from the first time I saw her but I refused to believe it and it just got her where she is now

???: what do you mean ? By fixed the hole in your heart what hole was there ?

Oliver : well before ... along time ago before I even liked Y/n there was this other girl that I wished to date for a very long time

One day I was going to confess to her But then right when I was going to leave y/n appeared at the front door she was so cute and so sweet , I fell for her at first sight even though I knew she was younger then me by 4 whole years I still .... oh never-mind she probably can't even look me in the face even if I saw her or begged onto my knees

Just the thing is after that day I started to fall for her even more slowly and noticed there was no point

One day I saw my crush again and she smacked me in the face

~~~~~past~~~~~~~~

Crush: "you deserve to be punished you just left me there alone like if I was some trash well if we are gonna be honest here it's not like I liked you anyway I already have a fiancé it runs in the family we have to find one at a really young age and it just so happens we are in love"

Oliver : I'm sorry it's just that my mom got a new child which will be my little sister and I had to be there for her she was abandoned with no where to go what else was I gonna do ?

Crush: like I said I don't care

Oliver : then why did you lead me on ?

Crush: cause I thought you would be my new little toy just cause you were cute nothing else

Oliver: whatever ..... at least I found someone to replace you and this time if you do come running back I will never replace her with you or ANYONE AT THAT MATTER !!!

After I got home I went to my room and started to cry I didn't even try to check to see if anyone was in my room then I heard someone playing my piano and started to sing