Well, that was the ending of This Is How I Disappear. I hope none of you hate me too much.
I'd love to give a shoutout to MasterOfUnicornMikey and frotorolove because they were with me as I wrote this story. It took every little bit of emotion out of me, I had to delve into my deepest core to pull out emotions that I wasn't even aware that I had. But, Mikey and Ray were there for me at school through my roughest times while struggling with my depression. Mikey, Ray, i would be nowhere without you. Thankyou for being 2 out of my 3 friends I have, and walking with me through this journey. I love you guys.
I understand that this was a sort of dark story, but it was worth writing, even if it involved me failing and going to Summer Schooling, it was worth it. It changed me in a way, I conquered some of my depressions while writing. I have to admit, it came to and end as the Chapter 16 being Famous Last Words, but in the end after a month later after finishiing it, I discovered that Desert Song was a lot better to fit it. I would literally spend hours when I got home cooped up in the guest room wtih my iPod playing My Chemical Romance on repeat while I wrote. I counted the hours one day, and it came up to eight hours of non-stop writing. I also wrote during eah school hour just for Mikey and Ray. But in the end, they finally convinced me to take it up a level and make an account. And I will admit, I was fucking scared. A lot of this story is inspired by My Chemical Romance. That band will save lives, it saved mine, will it save yours? Lets hope so. <3
I hope you liked this story as much as I did writing it, it means the world to me, and in a way, it was life changing for me. It took everything I had left from my insides.
Thankyou for reading. Another shout out to SexyDogBuns, EmberWolf, and danasawr2495 for leaving the most amazing comments for me. But most of all, I'd like to thank everyone who spent their time to sit down and read this story. It means the whole fucking world to me that people read it. I was scared no one was. But thankyou for everything, guys.
Now, onto the chapter titles, songs, and artists
The cover was made by me. I take credit for that.
Chapter 1: Terrible Things-Mayday Parade
Chapter 2: Early Sunsets Over Monroeville-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 3: Cemetery Drive-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 4: Vampires Will Never Hurt You-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 5: Tainted Love-Marilyn Manson
Chapter 6: The End-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 7: Headfirst For Halos-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 8: The Ghost Of You-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 9: Helena-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 10: You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 12: Drowning Lessons-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 13: Give 'Em Hell Kid-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 14: House Of Wolves-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 15: This Is How I Disappear-My Chemical Romance
Chapter 16: Desert Song-My Chemical Romance
Thankyou guys, thank you so much. <3 -Gerard
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This Is How I Disappear
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