Toxic

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SHORT AND SWEET SMUT

G!P Y/N

LAUREN'S POV

"Mom, I don't know what to do." I cried. The room was dark for the most part, the only light coming from a lamp on the side of my bed. My mother held me in her arms as I sobbed my heart out. "I can't believe I let myself do something like this." I couldn't help but let my thoughts spill out as I wept. My mom stayed quiet, just stroking my hair until I was able to get it all out. I couldn't tell how much time has passed until I couldn't even cry anymore. I cried all my tears out, there was nothing left in me to do anything other than sit there.

"You're going to have to tell her at some point mija." My mom finally spoke up for the first time since I had been crying. "She deserves to know, even if it breaks her heart. Even though I'm not happy you did this, I raised you better than to lie to someone especially about something like this. I thought I raised you better than to cheat too but I guess I'll have to work on that. The point is, you have to tell Y/N." She finished in a strong voice.

My heart dropped in my stomach even further than it already had if that was even possible. I couldn't tell Y/N, it would break her. She was literally the sweetest person I had ever known and I go and do this to her. In the end I knew this was something I had to do, and as my mom stood up to leave my room, I grabbed my phone and stared at it in pain. I had to force myself to do something now otherwise I wouldn't ever admit to anything later. I pulled up Y/N's contact, sending her a message.

Love ❤️: Hey, I need to tell you something

I looked over at the clock after sending the message to see that it was almost ten at night. There was about a three hour time difference between us, meaning it was about one in the morning where Y/N lived. I just hoped she was awake. Being in a long distance relationship completely beat the shit out of me, even from the beginning. I always told myself I didn't need physical contact every minute of every day but I found myself craving it more and more as time went on. I had let my friends drag me to a party where I had gotten shit-faced drunk and ended up having a one night stand with a guy I didn't even know. I found out the next morning and instantly regretted what I had done to my girlfriend, who still has yet to know.

Y/N/N 🙈: What's up babe?

My phone vibrated in my hand, finally signaling that Y/N had responded. I pulled up her information, my thumb hovering over the call button. I knew it would be shitty to tell her over text but I was afraid my voice would fail me once I had started talking. In the end, I clicked on the call button and licked my lips in anticipation as I waited for Y/N to answer the call. Eventually her sweet, raspy voice filled my ears. "Hello?" Her voice seemed tired.

"Hey, did I wake you up?" I brought my hand up to my mouth while biting down on my nails in anxiousness. I could hear rustling on the other side of the line but I couldn't really decipher what it was. "If you want to go back to bed, I can call you back tomorrow." I quickly interjected. I didn't want to have this conversation at all if I could have helped it, but it was my fault in the end. Y/N lightly chuckled as the rustling stopped.

"I'm already awake Lauren, what's up?" The only idea I could possibly have about why she was moving around so much was that she was in her bed, probably trying to sleep before I interrupted her. I knew the taller girl could send my hesitation. "Laur, what's wrong?" Her voice came out much more serious, all evidence of her sleepiness gone. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down. I could already feel tears welling up in my eyes again but I was surprised. I didn't think I had anything left in me to be able to start crying again.

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