Kai.

People

Now, when I say I hate humanity, most don't believe me, or take it as a joke.

Ha, we both wish it. No, I think humanity is corrupt to its very core, and that we should be eradicated before we do permanent damage to our planet and even galaxy in time. I don't understand why people keep trying to find a way to preserve the human race, because if we preserve ourselves for long enough, we will leave a scar on more than one planet.

I hate people touching me. I will be in a crowd, and someone bumps shoulders with me; what happens is I cringe, wince and twist away as fast as I can. My heart rate speeds up, and I get hot and cold at the same time. I have to find a quiet spot or I will automatically hold my breath until I do.

Don't ask me why I do this. I've done it ever since I was young. I can't help it anymore, and I have no idea why it happens.

Of course, there is an exception to most things in life. There are a few people I would hate if they die. Most of you know who you are; a few won't. But that's for them to contemplate.

I have a complicated view of humanity. I hate it, but there are a few I wish didn't have to die someday. It's kinda crazy that quite a few of those people are depressed or suicidal, or have been at some point. Why is it the best people feel the worst in life?