• Bts Angst •

「 jungkook 」

"Why do you care jungkook?are you planning in killing her this time?"

I glared at the person who said that

"No i wont"i growled

"Then what?!your gonna hurt her again?!"cindy stood up...so she is the one who said that

"She has been through alot jungkook!and you werent there when she needed you yet all you did was you made her more depressed!"she shouted making everyone go quiet

"I-i know...i-im sorry..."i choked trying not to cry

"You shouldnt say sorry to me..."i nodded

Hospital
"Y/F/N"i quickly said

"Room 264--"i cutted the lady off "thank you"

I quickly opened the room

And there y/n was laying in the hospital bed

Her skin was so pale...she was sleeping...

What hapened to her?

Author's POV
Jungkook went to y/n's doctor and asked what hapened...he was so worried he didnt know what to do

And he was confused...because her parents were not there

"Well...her cousin jin said he found her body laying on the ground in her house...he found many bottles of sleeping pills

So maybe she ate them...and he saw a few cuts on her wrist...so maybe the girl was depressed...maybe she had alot going on right now..."the boy nodded

"Btw where are her parents?"jungkook asked "i dont knoe but her cousin said her parents passed away last week ago i think..."the doctor says

Her parents passed away?why didnt she tell me...

After talking to the doctor

He entered y/n's room crying as he sat bsside y/n in a chair and held her hand

"This is all my fault...i shouldnt have listen to her..."the boy's tears started to fall

"I know i hurted you...but why did you do this to yourself?...i know you have your reasons...but it hurts to see you like this...

Especially its all my fault...i should have been there when you need a shoulder to cry on

I should have been there when you were crying so i can comfort you...but all i did was hurt you...

I like you too...but it took long for me to know if you like me too...thats why i made a decision to have a girlfriend...

I was hoping i could move on from you...

But the day you confesses and i told you i have a girlfriend...i couldnt help to feel...happy yet sad..

Im happy...because you like me too...but im sad...that...i already have someone

I want to be wih you so bad...

I want to see your smile so bad...

Im so sorry...*sniff*...i shouldnt h-have listen t-to h-her..."thats when jungkook's voice started to crack

"Y/n wake up please..."the boy cried as the sun outside started to slowly disapear because of the clouds

Thats when it started to rain...the rain doplets started to fall just like jungkook's tears...

"This is all my fault...why d-did i even l-listen t-to her i-if *sniff*i-i know it w-will just h-hurt y-you"the boy cant stop crying...

He knew that because of him...the love of his life is lying in the hospital bed

Because of him y/n is in pain

Because of him y/n thought that committing suicide will help her...

Because of him...y/n had the thought that she should die...

"I-i love you y/n...i dont like you i-i l-love yo-ou...since the v-very s-start"he cried

"Please dont leave me..."he cried

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"KOOKIE-AH wake up!"the boy woke up...

"Why are you crying jagi?!are you okay?!"the girl asked worried as she wiped the remaining tears in jungkook's cheeks

He quickly hugged his wife...

"Did you had the same nightmare?"his wife asked

"Y-yeah"jungkook sniffed as he laid his head on y/n's shoulder

"Yah that was years ago..."

"I know..."the girl smiled sighing..."dont worry...i wont leave you...and i had forgiven you years ago"the girl kissed her husband's lips

And that made jungkook smile