lxxviii. explanation

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-X-


I wanted to cry.
I wanted to shout.
I wanted to scream.
I couldn't feel happiness anymore.
I couldn't feel sadness.
I couldn't even get myself to be angry.
I can't smile.
I can't laugh.
I can't-
Because everything made me numb to the point that even if you begged me down your knees or paint me with your flowery words,
You could never have me back.

And then I'll explain all of the things why it didn't work out. I'll explain why it's easy for me to give up. I'll explain why I turned my back away from you. I'll explain why I didn't love you back.

I'll explain why I became myself when the right time comes.

-X-

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