Chapter 12: No words needed

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/Hau's POV\
"Why are you acting like this?" I asked an angry Lillie. She didn't say anything. "If you're not going to answer me, i'll stop answering you, too." I said. I pulled off her covers. She tried to pull them up again, and cried uncontrollably. "I am not going to battle something that hurt my friends twice." She responded. "I understand, but we need to stop it. Even if you won't like it, we need to if you ever want to see sunlight again." I said. "Why does everyone tell me that? Sunlight doesn't matter more than friends!" She yelled. To her surprise, i remained silent when she yelled. She started to tear up. "It's ok, it's completely ok." I whispered. "Can i tell you something?" I asked. She nodded. "Sunlight is basically the base of everything. Our food, our people, in some occasions, it is even the base of the biggest cultures in the world. Even the best friendships in the world can be started by sunlight." She remained silent when i started to tell her why we needed light. "And moonlight is also the base for some things. The best starry nights, the most important people can be born, the greatest loves can be built under the light of the moon." I told her. "We need light, Lillie. Without it, no one would ever talk to each other again." She stared at me the whole time. And i became silent too. There were no words needed for what she wanted to say. She wanted to begin a sentence, but i held up my hand to let her stop. "I don't want you to tell me you love me." I said as we moved closer. "I want you to make me feel like it." I whispered, and i kissed her.

/Lillie's POV\
All the time. All the time, my only thoughts have been i wasn't good enough. Before he came into my room, that were the only things i could think. I had only one thought right now: him. I won't let go. Not again. That was exactly what he thought right now, i knew it. My hands landed in his neck. Everything i wanted had been granted, meeting my brother again, my mom being healed, knowing my dad is alive, and now i have all that i wanted. For a second, i had some other thoughts running through my mind, why am i doing this, why am i giving in, why do i let this happen; all pushed away by one thought. Because i love him. I fell in love with the malasada boy. And i really didn't care. Because if brother got who he wanted, i'll get who i want too. I would never let go. "Could you ever let go of me?" He asked, almost reading my mind. "Never." I answered. "Don't let go of me, too." And i gave him a kiss again. "Never, never would i." he mumbled. I slowly pulled him down. I cannot stop feelings, this needed to happen. He gave in. "You would never ever leave your feelings even if you could." He said, reading my mind again. "That feeling is completely from my side too." He said, and smiled. And i loved it. "Welp, there goes the jacket, princess." He said when the jacket fell on the ground. "Do you really mind?" I asked and grinned a bit. "Of course not. You know that i also don't mind if you touch me" he said knowing i was about to put a hand under his shirt. "Or if you untie my hair" he said when i brought my hands to his hair. "Do both, do more, i'd still love you." And again, he kissed me. I would NEVER regret falling in love with this boy. He could hurt himself, i felt his arm, and he would still be with his friends. Would he ever ditch his friends? Probably not. No one of us would do that. I ran my hands through his hair as he kissed me again. What was it? What was special about me? I didn't care. And making him feel like i loved him was something i most likely already accomplished.

/Hau's POV\
She most likely accomplished what i asked her. But i wasn't planning to stop. I don't think she was too. She couldn't help but let out a groan when i kissed her neck. My only wish right now? Making this last forever. I knew it couldn't, but it was going to be fun as long as it lasted. I grabbed her waist as i climbed on top of her. "I love you." I whispered, and i gave her a kiss.

Oh no my innocent mind did not just write that XD

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