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Do you know how it feels to be alone?

Not just to be by yourself

I mean really alone…desolate

In despair, hurting beyond words

Desperate to feel alive, happy or even content

I feel only a wanting to be

I am aching…I want to scream and yell and cry

I am in so much pain… heart has been mangled

It cannot be fixed by prayer or by a doctor

It consumes me and fills me

It overtakes my body, not allowing me a breath

I am struggling with life around me

I have to do something to survive

I turn it into a different kind of pain

One that I can control…that is easier to deal with

For now I am not thinking about anything

I only feel the physical pain

I am still alone

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