Playing With Seduction

Chapter Six

BRYCE

My legs were still wobbly from the orgasm I just had as I hastily walked back to Dad's car. I still felt tingly between my thighs, where he had touched me. I slipped behind the wheels and suddenly erupted into tears as soon as I closed the door. My mother's lover just gave me an orgasm. It felt so wrong and disgusting. Gusto kong masuka habang iniisip ko na nagawa niya din iyon kay Mom.

I floored the gas and sped the car back to Lolo Jaime's house. I felt the urge to slam my head against the stirring wheel. Ang tanga-tanga ko. How could I let him do that to me? I wanted to tease him but I never planned on getting that far with him.

"Where have you been, Bryce?" Si Mom ang una kong nakasalubong. The last person I wanted to see now. This was her fault!

I didn't answer and continued walking in. I was scared something really bad might come out of my mouth if I talk to her. Something she wouldn't want to hear and I didn't want to say to my own mother.

"Bryce, honey!" I heard Mom calling me but I ignored her.

I ran to my room and took a shower. I had already taken a shower this morning but I felt like I needed another one. I felt dirty. I had let the very same man who Mom was cheating on with touch and kiss me. It played in my mind over and over. The way he kissed me. The way he touched me. The feel of his warmth against me. I couldn't help but feel hot when it flashed back in my mind but a bigger part of me was hot with anger.

Hindi ko naman ipagkakailang magandang lalaki at matipuno si Vito. That was probably what drew Mom to him. He was sex on legs, for Christ's sake! Given my somewhat naive understanding of sex, of course. I've had a boyfriend in college but we never went beyond kissing as I was afraid Dad would go nuts if he ever finds out. We lasted for a month or so before he got tired of me because I never let him go beyond simple kissing.

So yeah, I just received my first orgasm from the man my mother was probably fucking. I mean, that was an orgasm, right? It was something I had never felt before. It felt so overwhelming and good at the same time. I shivered at the thought of it and tried to swat it off my mind.

"Hon, kain na tayo." I quietly watched as Mom walked up to Dad and sat next to him on the chaise lounge chair in the garden. The helps were already taking out the food that Aunt Andi, Ate Anais and Mom had prepared for us.

Dad had been quiet and aloof today. Parang wala sa sarili. I noticed the dark circles under his eyes when I saw him earlier. It seemed as though he hadn't gotten any sleep.

Mom hugged him from behind, her hands snaking to the bottle of beer he was holding in one hand. She nuzzled her face into his neck. "Hon, tirik na tirik ang araw tapos umiinom ka. Hindi ka pa yata kumakain. I don't think you even had breakfast earlier."

"I did." Dad answered, turning his head to face him. "Val, I love you. Ayokong mawala ka sa akin."

Mom smiled and left a kiss on his jaw. "Aw. Why are you being sweet all of a sudden? Are you drunk already?"

"Come on, love birds. We're all hungry here. Baka mawalan pa kami ng gana." Uncle Tristan teased them.

"Halika na..." Mom pulled him up from his seat and to the table. 

I could see how affected Dad was about what I'd told him. As a huge Daddy's girl, it broke my heart seeing him this way. I could feel how hurt he when he tried denying it. I kind of wished I didn't tell him. Mom was acting as though nothing had happened. Like she didn't give some man a blowjob. And that's what angers me the most. How could she act sweet and cuddly with Dad like this after what she had done?