Chapter 15
So, do you guys see where I am going with this? This is as far as I have mapped out. If anybody has any suggestions, if would be awesome if you could comment, or message me! Thanks guys!
Alexs POV
Wait. Of all people who could be my roommate, it had to be John Laurens. I still foster my feelings for him from spring. I still havent been able to even look at any other guys or girls. I cant handle it when I know that John is out there somewhere. I feel selfish for wanting him even though I was the one who left. I was the coward who ran away.
I dont deserve him.
I type on my laptop, over and over, trying to drill it into my mind, "I don't deserve him. I don't deserve him. I DON'T DESERVE HIM" I mutter over and over as I type, growing more frantic as I type. I finally say it way too loud on accident, and I pray to any god who is out there that he couldn't hear me.
Please John. Please.
Johns POV
I sit on the other bed, the rooms separated by a thin wall.
I cry.
All I can do is cry. Has he forgotten? He was the one who left, but I am the one who forced myself onto him.
"I don't deserve him" I mutter
Alex
I don't deserve him
John
I don't deserve him
Alex
I can't deserve him
John
I can't deserve him
Alex
I can't have him
John
I can't have him.
Both
But I have to protect him
Oh my god guys, I cant write this angusty crap lol. Tell me how I'm doing :-)
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