Crush x Reader Stories

Entry #13

Hey.

I'm updating today cause it's the day before my bday

This, I think, would be good for both sexes. Or genders, or whatever. 

He's what you'll need to know, by the way:

C/n - crush's name 

Y/n - your name

B/f/n - best friend's name

F/n - friend's name 

F/f/n - fake friend's name

A/n - author's note (usually in bold)

Me, as a pansexual, think this great for my girl crushes I have ever so often. There are some optional paragraphs, if you would like to read those, although I personally think all of these paragraphs are optional, you just choose to read them, and I'm thankful for that. 

Also thanks for 160 views! It very much means a lot to me.

So keep on reading, cause I know that one day, reading will be a "thing of the past." Don't let it die.

Enjoy!

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Entry #13

(Day before your birthday)

8:18 pm

Dear Diary, 

   Today is day before my birthday. C/n will definitely not give me a present, I 100% guarantee it. Also, today is my old crush's birthday, and I was really shocked because that jerk's/bitch's birthday is the day before mine so he's/she's really one day older than me, which really does surprise me. 

On the other hand, I still haven't told c/n that I like him/her. Right now, it seems hopeless. His/Her best friend, the one I personally trusted 100%, one of the mostly cool people one the planet had told him. Now, I think he's/she's not so cool anymore. I still thanked him/her for helping me because he/she was the spy on the inside (that's right.)

I got a lot of ( your favorite things) this year. $50 (or pounds or other types of money) worth of it. It's not much. I usually get ($)100 or even more, but it's okay. At least the people I care about are going to be with me. Also, I am really hopeful my friends will buy me candy for tomorrow. If even one person buys me something, I will cry 😭😭😫😫😿. I know b/f/n will get me something. It's okay if she/he doesn't. I don't really expect anyone to get me anything.

 Only 4 people or so gave my old crush, or that jerk or bitch stuff, and he's/she's pretty popular amongst us as a group, although I really do not consider myself in the group. (Think of a few "friends" that don't really care about you), I know, will not get me anything whatsoever. 

A/n: Optional Paragraphs that you really do not need to read.

Only if you would like too

 F/n might give me something. I did like him/her at one point, but it did not go well. He/She is really cool, but I really don't know. One of my fake friends, f/f/n, likes him/her.

Today has really been great so far, hopefully people remember that today is my birthday after I told them. I know a few, or maybe most will forget because I'm not that important in their lives, and I'm just not "huge." 

I'm not cool, so people aren't gonna get me anything. 

Oh well.

Looks like I have to go. 

I am going to need enough energy to go to school, and wake up in the morning cause my parents always wake me up early in the morning, and put the happy birthday song (here comes a rant)

(in your preferred  language, for me, that would be Spanish because I'm a Latina, and my parents are Mexican so I hear "Las Mañanitas" which literally means "The Small Tomorrow," which to me in my head, really means "Mexican birthday song." Anyways, presume). 

It's okay though, I'm not too bothered waking up early because I am already way to used to it.

Okay, I have to go again. 

Okay bye, dear diary.

'Till we meet again.