The Pain I've Grown To Know

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I didn't proofread so sorry. Enjoy! I feel like shit right now so be glad you got an update!

*Vic's P.O.V*

I ended up staying the night in the white room that harbored a raven haired boy, whom I've grown to deeply love. I hate hospitals so much, all they do is cause pain and sadness. It's either you're the one in there or they have a certain person that you care so deeply about in their care. All hospitals do is cause pain and that's why I hated them so deeply. I'm so head over heels in love with the man in front of me and I care so much for him that he doesn't deserve to be sheltered in the white bed. I can't look at him any longer than a couple of seconds without knowing I did that to him. I caused him to go out driving in a bad state of mind which caused an accident. How will I ever be able to live that down? I guess the saying is true, you always hurt the ones you love the most.

I ended up falling asleep in the chair that felt like cardboard, I would've fallen asleep on the couch but that's too far away from Kellin's bed. I needed to be there for him if he woke up, I wanted to be the first person he sees. My stomach started growling but I'm to fat to eat anything. I decided to go get some coffee, hoping Kellin will be awake when I return. I walked out only to be stopped by a stretcher running down the hallway. Another unfortunate soul to be consumed by these hospital beds. I looked down to see who it was, only to be gasping for air when I saw who was in the stretcher. It was Katelynne.

Sure I was shocked at first but how could I forgive her? I decided to skip coffee for now and go up to the front desk instead. I was greeted by a young peppy nurse who seemed to love her job.

"Hi my name is Vic Fuentes, I'm here with patient Kellin Quinn." I told the redhead nurse. She nodded at me while typing her fingers away on the white computer. I just noticed all hospitals are covered in white. White walls, white floors, white desks, white beds, white rooms, white everything. Of course hospitals can't be happy and bright when all they are associated with is death and pain. I sighed at my thoughts and looked down at the nurse.

"There is no Kellin Quinn registered here, Sir." She gave me an apologetic look. I mentally faced palmed myself, of course there is no Quinn it's Bostwick.

"Sorry I meant Kellin Bostwick." I replied back. She nodded at me again and went back to typing. It was really erie in the hospital but with distant sounds of crying caused by doctors giving bad news. Sure doctors can give good news but there is always a catch.

"Um yes sir, is there anything you need?" She asked while fiddling away on that keyboard.

"Yes I saw Katelynne Quinn come in on a stretcher. Can I know the update?" I needed to know what happened to Katelynne, just Copeland's sake.

"Um Mrs. Quinn overdosed on sleeping pills. We tried to save her but she took so many. I'm sorry for your loss Mr. Fuentes." She gave me another apologetic look. Hospital employes must specialize in that look. Well Katelynne's dead, nothing I can do about it now. Sure most people will feel at least a slight bit of sympathy, but the only sympathy I'm feeling is for Copeland. Her mom is dead and her father in the hospital, that poor baby girl. I love Cope like my own daughter I was basically a parent to her, she even calls me Dadda.

"Sir are you okay?" The nurse asked again. She changed her look to worried instead of the famous apologetic look. I nodded before walking off. I walked down to the cafeteria and grabbed some coffee and jello. My best friend, Gerard Way would be proud of me. I sighed and walked off to the white room that harbored a beautiful young boy. I approached the room only to be greeted by my brother.

"Hey Bro! You look like shit. When's the last time you slept?" Mike asked. Mike was always so caring even though he is the youngest brother. He also tell you how it is, if you like it or you don't.

"I slept last night but it wasn't decent." I said, earning a sigh from Mike. Some people might say I'm depressed but what do they know.

"Seriously bro go home and sleep." Mike suggested but I just shrugged it off.

"I have to stay here just in case he wakes up Mike." I snapped at him. Why can't people understand this boy means the world to me and I would do anything to save him.

"Whatever Vic, Just to let you know Tone and I are watching Cope tonight. I love you and take care of yourself." He sighed at me before walking off. I love my brother so much but sometimes he can be an asshole. I walked into Kellin's room and took my seat while watching the precious boy in his deep slumber. I sighed and ate my Jello in silence. Once I was finished I drank my coffee slowly, loving the way the warm liquid flows down my throat. Just what I needed. I glanced at Kellin before drifting off in a deep slumber.

*Skip and hour*

All I heard was nurses and doctors running into the room while the monitor was beeping faster than it should. Their white shoes scuffing the white floors. I jumped out of my seat and quickly turned my attention to Kellin. He line was dead.

"YOU NEED TO GO NOW!" The nurse I encountered earlier yelled at me before pushing me out of the room. I started crying instantly when she shut the door on me. I sat down on the floor and curled up. All I could do now was cry, hoping Kellin will start breathing again.

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