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It's time to update this book of friendship and awesomeness for my bestest friend ever and ever!!!

okay guys I don't know if you know this but Cheyenne is American and I'm Scottish so we have 3,750 miles between us which makes me so sad because there's been so many days where I just want to have her with me for things like picking me up from school, having dinner with my family and being there on my birthday and shit but it's all good because even though she is far away she still participates in as much as she can which makes this Scot hella happy

(I'm the hella happy one and she's the moody ass old music hippie one)

Me and Cheyenne are the best friends that just kinda click together no matter how much time we spend apart
We always gravitate towards each other and whenever I see a message from her in my inbox I get the biggest smile ever like omg I love this girl so much it's unreal

(I had sent her this to show her just how much she makes me smile and this cute ass made it her lockscreen smh)

My life was in a pretty dark place when I met Cheyenne and we both know just how bad each others lives have been but the ability to share my fears and sadness with her lightens my burden and being able to be there for her makes me happier than anything

Without giving away any details I'm gonna tell y'all a story from last March I think? So basically my ass was laying down on my sofa ready to sleep and my beaner baby messages me real upset so I just call her up
(this was at 1am bear in mind)

My darling was so upset that she was crying ): I hated hearing her cry and not being able to do anything so I sat there with my deep ass sleep filled voice and hushed her trying to help

That night we 100% grew closer since we realised how distance does my separate those who are willing to be there no matter what and honestly? I didn't regret staying up till 6am on the phone with my gal, I only left once I knew she would be okay because that's my best friend and her safety and emotions are way above something as trivial as sleep

(My annoying ass protecting her cute ass because no one hurts my best friend smfh)

I never say this well enough and I'm just really bad at expressing how I feel in general but honestly beaner I really really love you

I know that sometimes I am really short and mean and detached which stresses you out but don't think I'm getting bored of you or that I'm mad at You because you're a literal pupper that I could never get mad at

You're the only internet best friend that I've told my family about and that they've talked to

You're the only one who hasn't given me any grief or caused me to feel like shit

You're the only one who I could stick by for so damn long and by far you're the only one I love enough to sacrifice sleep for cx

(I'd sacrifice this peace for ya babes)

Our friendship has grown and changed along with us and I'm honestly so proud of the person you're becoming because youre more confident and happy now which makes me happy

You've come so far from being my guinea pig and I couldn't be happier
I know I've said that a lot but you being happy makes me hella happy

I'd stay up till 6am and be subjected to getting hit on by your little brother(cx) everyday if it meant I could be there even more than I already am

I can't wait till you come here and I can cuddle you and be my mean was self in person

I love you so so so so much
♡