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There is Suicide in this chapter, if you feel uncomfortable with suicide I'd advice you not to read anything in italics. Or if you are suicidal, you have suicidal thoughts please tell someone and don't keep it hidden. Suicide is a serious thing and it's nothing to joke around about. If need be, message me and we can talk; I'll always be here for you. That's a promise.

The next night.

"Bae, I can show you what happened if you want me to." Lexi mumbled, sitting on the bed. I looked at her, nodding quickly. "P-Please do," my voice was shaky but I ignored it. Lexi reached her hand out to grab mine, but she stopped just an inch away; her eyes met Harry's. "I can't show her unless you say so." Lexi changed since we left Holmes Chapel, she's a lot nicer and has more control; unless she's near Zayn, then she acts weird.

Harry let out a sigh. "You can show her."  Lexi nodded and grabbed my hand, giving it a light squeeze. My vision started to go blurry, until I could see my house again.

Cindy's POV. November 17, 2014. 11:54 pm.

Tears filled my eyes, I shook my head over and over. "I can't do this anymore, I just can't." I told myself, walking into the kitchen. Three bottles of random pills were on the Kitchen table, and I'm planning on taking them all. I walked over, opening every bottle. I let the tears fall, I'm tired of holding them in. I grabbed the biggest bottle and brought it to my lips, I took it like a shot; Bringing my head back quickly and letting the pills quickly fill my mouth. I gagged a few times, it was hard to swallow them without water. I rushed to the sink, turning the sink on leaning my head down to meet the falling water. Some of the pills fell out as I parted my lips and let the water fill my mouth. I swallowed thickly, gasping after they all went down.

Again, I brought the bottle to my lips and repeated the actions. I repeated them until every last pill was gone, and my vision was a blur, my body was numb and I felt at peace. I slid to the floor, well I fell but I didn't realize it until I felt the cold tile of the kitchen on my back. I glanced at the fridge, staring at it until I could see my note still held up on it with a magnetic. Slowly, I felt my eyelids close. I smiled, its my time. "I love you Bae," I tried to say, but it didn't come out right. I didn't mind, I written it all in the note and that's all that cou-

Everything went black, the breathing stopped, her brain stopped and so did her heart.


Slowly, my vision faded back to the attic. Lexi's arms were tightly around me and I was sobbing into her shoulder. "I'm so sorry Bae," She whispered, rubbing my back. I didn't answer her, I couldn't. "If you want, I can take the memory away." She whispered, setting her chin on my head. I nodded slightly, I don't want to see her last few moments; they're horrible. Lexi pulled back, setting both her hands on either side of my head. Her thumbs pressed into my temples as she told me to close my eyes, I obeyed, wanting this to go ahead and get over with. It felt like electricity shot through my head, I gasped loudly; gripping Lexi's hands tightly.

"Okay Okay, Lexi stop!" I heard Harry yell, I opened my eyes to see Lexi with wide eyes; they were fully white and it scared me. I pushed her away, scooting away from her quickly. Lexi's eyes went back to the light blue, she looked shocked, "I-I'm sorry, I just couldn't stop." She stuttered, standing up quickly. Harry was glaring at her, "Lexi, get out." Her body was forced back to the door, "Harry no, ple-" she couldn't finish, she was dragged out the room with an unknown force. I looked at Harry and whispered, "She didn't mean to."

Harry didn't answer, he just pushed himself off the wall he was leaning on and walked towards the bed. "What do you know about your mum?" I paused, the feeling of my heart getting stabbed came back. "S-She committed suicide.." I mumbled, looking down. Harry nodded, "Okay, so you don't remember the vision?" I looked at him utterly confused, "What?" What does he mean a vision? Harry laid down beside me, "Nothing Bae." I shook my head and rolled on top of him, "No, tell me." Harry looked at me bluntly, his eyes flashing red as he said, "Forget what I said about the vision and go to sleep." and that, I did.

My eyes fluttered open, I looked around to see it was still night. "Well good morning baby girl," Harry said, my eyes met his and butterflies took over my stomach. "Hi Harry." Harry chuckled and leaned his head over, kissing my cheek softly. My cheeks flushed a light pink as I leaned over and kissed his cheek back. A smile appeared on Harry's face then mine shortly after.

Harry rolled over so he hovered on top of me, I looked at him as he leaned down and kissed my nose softly. "You're so perfect Bae," My blushed deepened as I wrapped my arms around his neck. "No Harry, you are." Harry chuckled and leaned down, pecking my lips quickly. I brushed my nose against his, pecking his lips back as I did. My heart fluttered at the affection I was getting, Harry never seemed to be the type to have cute moments like this.

Harry suddenly started to kiss all over my face, making soft giggles escape my lips, "Harry," I whined, he started to kiss lower, down my jaw and to my neck. I froze, not knowing what to do. But Harry continued, he kissed down my neck then stopped at the center. He froze and inhaled deeply, he stayed like that for a few minutes. Then it clicked, that's were he fed off me last time. "Go ahead," I whispered, gripping the hair at the nape of his neck tightly. Harry shook his head slightly, "Bae, I can't. You remember what happened last time." The memory flashed in my mind but I shook my head, "I don't care." Harry sighed, "But you'll be in pain." I shrugged, "Love hurts Harry."

Harry stayed in that position for a moment before shaking his head, muttering "Just, try not to scream. I don't need Zayn or your aunt thinking I'm abusing you." I half laughed and nodded. "I won't." Before I knew it, Harry sunk his teeth into my skin. I bit my lip harshly, pain quickly erupting my body. The feeling of a painful substance took over, it was like having two IV's were entering a toxic fluid into my body. Then, I started to feel drained. The pain was still all over my body, but the feeling of quickly getting drained was more powerful.

Weaker and Weaker I felt as the seconds passed, Harry was sucking on my skin harshly and it was for sure going to leave a mark; If he gave me his blood or not. My arms fell beside me, I couldn't move them. "H-Harry.." I could barely even hear myself, I was getting too weak to talk. Harry pulled away quickly, "Fuck, Fuck, Fuck." he swore, bringing his wrist to his lips and biting down quickly. "Bae, I'm sorry you just taste amazing," he said quickly, bringing his wrist to my mouth and using his free hand to part my lips. His blood basically poured into my mouth, somehow I managed to swallow the foul liquid without gagging.

Harry moved his wrist away seconds later, "I'll go get you food, you can't just be energized on my blood." He mumbled, licking his wrist. I cringed, just noticing the blood that was around his lips. My blood. Harry wiped the blood away the best he could, he licked his lips a few times too; it helped but you could still see a light stain of red on his skin. Harry quickly walked out the room, shutting the door behind him.

I sat up slightly, using my elbows to keep my prop up. I felt dizzy and quickly laid back down, "too soon," I told myself, shaking my head lightly. Harry came back in shortly after with a soda and goldfish. I smiled at him as he quickly walked over and set them down beside me. "Eat," he said, opening the small bag of goldfish. I nodded and grabbed the bag, getting a few and eating them slowly. Harry watched me as I continued to eat, I didn't mind; it never did creep me out honestly.

Sooner than I expected, I felt stronger and had much more energy. I decided to sit up again and grab the soda, opening it and talking a large gulp. I looked at Harry, a smile on his face. "You look like a human again," he chuckled, leaning over and kissing my forehead. I looked at him confused, "Um, thank you..?" I mumbled, taking a sip of my drink again.

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