I gave up on trying to get off of the bed cause every time I would get up he'll hold me back . I turned to face him I started to play with his hair .
"What is wrong with us ?" I ask him .
"The question is what's wrong with you. " He pushes me away .
"Ethan what happened to you why did you turn so dark All of a sudden . " I ask him .
"Never ask me that shut up ." He scoffs and pushes me farther away from him .
I looked down not wanting to make eye contact with him .
"Am I important to you ."
My eyes started to water up . I didn't look up no matter what I was already heart broken by his every response he just made .
I noticed that I was out of his grip I faked that I had to go to the restroom when I actually was going to go out for a drive . I put on my shoes grabbed my keys and carefully sneaked out . I started my car and went for a drive .
He kept blowing my phone up . I put it on do not disturb and ignored it as I looked up at the stars on the hood of my car . I came to my favorite place ever the place where I clear my mind a lot . I just felt like crying so I just cried to let go of all of the emotions stored up inside. I see a car pull up next to mine . It was Ethan's car . How did he find me ? He gets out of his car and pulls me off of mine .
"Why the fuck would you lie and leave." He shouted .
" I never gave you permission to leave . You're fucking stupid for that now you made me mad ." He yells at me .
"LOOK AT ME WHEN IM FUCKING TALKING TO YOU !" He grabs my face aggressively.
I disobey him .
"FUCKING LOOK AT ME MARY!" He yells holding onto my face very hard .
I keep on staring down . He puts more pressure on my face .
My eyes start to tear up .
"LOOK AT ME FOR GODS SAKE ." He yells .
He puts even more pressure so I look up for him to stop . My face is covered in tears .
"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU CRYING FOR ." He yells at me .
I stay quiet I don't want to answer him .
"Answer my question." He gets more frustrated.
"I'm hurt ok . I'm pretty fucking hurt inside . I feel like I'm worthless seeing you with her . " I breakdown.
"What did I ever do I didn't a thing a wrong ." He lied.
"Oh so now you didn't do anything. After you cheated on me . You didn't even promise me but you promised her ." I tears began to outline my face .
"You could never promise me anything but you promised her with your life . "
"I-I." He couldn't speak as if the words were there but he just couldn't spit them out .
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Unloved boy e.d.Fanfiction
Y'all gonna laugh y'all asses off , but it's also pretty cute 😄 Vista high's new popular girl Mary meets nerdy boy Ethan Dolan while he's getting bullied. He falls for her personality and everything she has to offer . He wants to get her attention...