Let Me Understand You

Confessions

I smiled as I looked at Henrietta and Shiro curled up asleep next to each other. I covered them up both and I leaned back up feeling someone wrap their arms around me. I turned around smiling and pecked Dazai gently on the lips.

"They're cute, aren't they?" Dazai said smiling.

"They are." I chuckled. "But also a handful. They even tired out your grandmother." I said chuckling as I covered her up also.

Dazai laughed also. "They did. Well, let them rest. Let's go upstairs."

I nodded as I followed in behind Dazai. He took my hand pulling me quickly up the stairs and I giggled as he did. Dazai took me inside of his room and he shut the door behind him. He gently kissed on my neck and I laughed at the feeling.

"Osamu... That tickles." I said holding on to his shoulders. He lifted me up into his arms and I laughed as he laid me down on the bed. I looked up at him and he gently put his hand on my cheek.

"You're so beautiful." Dazai said smiling.

I blushed as I turned my head to the side. Dazai laughed at me being flustered. He took the chance to kiss me gently. The kiss was gentle and sweet. It made my body tingle, and feel on fire. It was a feeling I had never felt with anyone before. Dazai gently bit my bottom lip and I groaned into the kiss. When I did he put his tounge inside of my mouth furthering the kiss. Our tongues danced together in a fluid motion and he gently moved his hand onto and up my stomach making me inhale in.

I panted heavily as Dazai's hand snaked all the way under my shirt. He gently pinched my nipple and I groaned into his mouth loudly as we continued to exchange a sloppy kiss. Dazai pulled away from my mouth and he kissed down my neck. Dazai left little bite marks on his way down, and he stopped at my nipple. He nibbled lightly on a bud as he played with the other ones softly. I gasped softly and he sucked on my nipple. Dazai the kissed down from chest to my stomach and he gently nibbled on my waist. He bit on my waist leaving a mark, before he undid my belt and unbuttoned my pants.

Dazai took my member into his mouth and I groaned breathlessly as he licked around the tip. My body was melting. I had never felt anything like this. Dazai gave me a few more licks before he devoured my member whole. He started moving his head up and down at a slow pace. I moaned as he did and grabbed a fistful of his hair.

"A...ah..."

Dazai started sucking faster and he hollowed his cheeks. He felt so good wrapped around my member. He was driving me crazy. I shrieked loudly as I felt myself getting close to my climax.

"A...ah...! Os-osa...mu... St-stop... Gonna...!" I threw my head back with a loud groan, and I cummed into Dazai's mouth. Dazai leaned up smirking and he wiped his mouth swallowing what was inside.

Dazai hummed appreciatively. "Tasty." Dazai said.

I blushed, and covered my face with both hands from embarrassment. Dazai pulled my hands away and he gently kissed all over my face.

"Don't hide your face Chuuya. It's beautiful." Dazai kissed me again softly before I could retort, and he slipped my pants and boxers off. I pulled Dazai's shirt over his head, and tossed it on the floor. I bit his neck gently as he moved his hand up my thigh. Dazai gasped as I sucked his neck leaving a small red mark. Dazai pulled away for a moment, and he reached over into his dresser. I saw him open a bottle of lube that had bee untouched and he put some on his fingers. He threw it back on the desk, and he lifted my leg kissing and licking up my thigh I bit my lip as he bit on my inner thigh. I suddenly felt a rush of coolness as Dazai put a finger gently inside of me. I winced at the sudden intrusion. Dazai leaned down kissing my cheek and neck again as he gently fingered me.

"O...osamu..." I gasped as he started moving quicker inside me. A few minutes later he added a second finger with the first and I groaned out shamelessly as he did so. He was being something I wasn't used to. He was being gentle. He was showing me he cared. He was giving me pleasure in ways I couldn't describe. I was pulled from my thoughts when a third finger entered me, and my body trembled wildly at his quick actions.

"Ah...! Ah... N-ngh... Osa-Osamu... P-please... Want you inside..."

Dazai pulled his fingers out quickly and I winced at the sudden lose of friction. Dazai made quick work of his pants and boxers coming off, and he went to grab a condom but I caught his hand.

"It's... It's o-okay... I want to feel you..."

Dazai blushed at my honesty. And he moved down capturing my lips greedily, and at the same time he shoved his dick inside of me bottoming out. I yelped loudly as he did and I bit his bottom lip. I wrapped my arms around Dazai and he rained kisses on to my neck as he thrusted inside me fast.

"Ah... F-fuck... You're so tight Chuuya... Feels good..." Dazai groaned as he lifted my hips.

I bit his ear and moaned loudly into it. Dazai did experimental thrusts inside my tight begging hole as he was trying to find the right angle, within a matter of seconds he did.

"Ah...!! N-ngh!" I shrieked as I threw my head back, scratching down Dazai's back.

"Found it." Dazai smirked as he pounded into me relentlessly. My body was feeling weak, I was covered in a sheen of sweat as was Dazai. My body was trembling and shaking like a new born baby dear who couldn't grasp walking yet. I had never felt anything like it. Never felt so full. So loved. So needed. I didn't want this moment to ever fade. With one last thrust I screamed as I cummed all over me and Dazai. My body shuddered at the force of my orgasm. Dazai moaned out loudly as he felt me tighten around him, and he kissed me deeply as he cummed deep inside of me. Dazai and me panted and he slumped forward. Dazai kissed my neck and hummed cutely as he wouldn't stop kissing me.

Dazai pulled out and I groaned at the loss of feeling so full. I watched as he walked into his bathroom and came back with a wash cloth. Dazai wiped himself down and me and then threw the dirty cloth in his hamper. Dazai got back in bed and he got under the covers. I snuggled closely into him and I smiled as he rubbed his hands through my ginger hair. Dazai kissed me chastely as we shared our warmth and the amazing after glow of our love making. I yawned softly and Dazai smiled lovingly. Dazai wrapped his arms around me and continued to rub my head.

"I love you Chuuya." Dazai said as he kissed my forehead.

"I love you too Dazai." I said smiling as I closed my eyes falling into slumber. For once that night I felt at peace, and I felt safer than I have in years.