Putting the past to rest pt3

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Halsey P.O.V
" so after we broke up I lost myself I went into a dark place that I never knew I had. I fell into depression I suffer from Bipolar disorder and  I did some drugs with and ex boyfriend of mine. I had really bad self esteem issues and sometimes I have my good days and bad days. I'm still a little broke as a person nothing that has to do with you so please don't think it has anything to do with you. Also I had really bad relationships to a point where I felt like I was forced to do sexual things and if I don't want to do sexual things it's not you it's me and my past that kinda has me being a little distant sexually. Before I went on tour and started doing this singing thing I was pregnant with the stressful lifestyle it was and me just running around doing rehearsals non stop not resting I ended up having a miscarriage it's not something I talk about a lot at the moment. I'm a little complicated but again I have always been and if you don't want it I understand and if you do want me  despite my flaws and issues then I'm all yours Gerald." I say to him. He doesn't say anything to me but just stares at me. What felt like a life time he finally started to speak. " wow Hal I never knew that this was what you went through so much pain I'm sorry about your miscarriage when ever you are ready to talk about it more I'm here for you always and i want all of you and all of your "flaws" which I don't think you have I want every single bit of you forever I love you to death and with all my heart you are my everything and I can't see myself without you in my life and by my side. That is your past and I'm your future what we will build from today and onward is out future and our present I know that your past will always exist but we will put it to rest and leave it in the past. We should live in the moment and be happy be us. I'm pretty sure I'm complicated too we can be complicated together maybe that's why we are meant to be together. I love you baby and I will always love you no matter what." He said to me and in that moment I knew that this is our time our another life time where we were meant to be together I love this man with all my heart and I don't ever want to leave his side. I stand up and get on top of him " Gerald Earl Gillum will you be my boyfriend again?" I asked him he smiled and said " I would love to be your boyfriend baby girl" and he grabbed my face and connected our lips together for a very passionate kiss.

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