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Louis' POV

"I'm good, Mom."

"Good to hear, my Sunshine. Here, Lottie wants to talk to you." Mom passed the phone.

After a long time, I decided to talk to them. Just by hearing their voice I can say that they are very happy that I called. Gosh, I miss them so badly.

"Hey Lou, what's up?" Lottie asked excitedly.

"Same shit, same stress to go through." I chuckled.

Harry from nowhere started to hum a song loudly beside me. He very well knew that I'm talking with my family. They don't know that Harry is my roommate.

They shouldn't know...

I bet Lottie heard Harry's voice.

"Um.. Louis, why I'm hearing a very familiar voice..? God, who's your roommate? Answer me, Tomlinson!" Lottie shouted.

"You guessed right, Lot. It's Harry." I whispered the last part.

"Really?! I'm so happy for you, brother!"

"It's not what you think and it'll not happen again...." I said in a sad tone. I know Harry and I can never be together. Lottie knows about us and also knows that we can never be a thing again...

"Louis..." Lottie started.

"Please, I'm not ready to talk about it. I gotta go, I'll talk to ya later!" I hung up and sighed.

Harry dressed up and was about to leave the room. I'm done with him acting like this around me.

"Harry!" He turned slowly.

"I want to talk to you," I said. He closed the door and gave his full attention to me.


"This is enough, okay?"

"What are you talking about?" Harry frowned.

"You know what I'm talking about. Why are we like this? This is not us. Every time you act like you don't care about me and ignore me but I know that you do care about me! I can see it in your eyes. The way you secretly look at me in the cafeteria and makes sure if I'm eating well and if I'm not, you'll send Liam or Zayn or Niall. I know that you're not the person who you're showing to me, okay? I miss you... I miss us." Tears formed in my eyes. Everything is a mess and I couldn't take it anymore.

"I miss us too.... But you know we can't do this again."

This is us. We both will not say miss you. 'Cause if you say miss you, it means that you only miss that person. We both just don't miss each other. We miss us, we miss the happy times we spent together, we miss the sweet words we say to each other, we miss the cute cuddles and kisses, we miss the presence of each other to assure that everything is gonna be okay, we miss our quirky behaviour... We miss us.

"We can Harry...." I said with a bit of hope but I very well knew that we can't.

"I'm not doing this again Louis! And I don't care what you feel!" Harry yelled and didn't look at me. I got closer to him.

"I know you feel what I feel, Harry."

"You don't have any clue of what I feel. So back off." Harry said looking straight into my eyes. I can see the pain in his eyes. I know him, my boy can't lie to me. He turned around so that he's not facing me.

"You have a choice to make," I said unsure of what I'm talking about and where this is going.

"We both had a choice to make, Louis. We chose this and neither of us can change it now...."

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