Confessions❤️?

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(Yazzline POINT OF VIEW)
"Terrell stop plz"!!

"Yazz it's okay wake up wake up!" When I opened my eyes to see Clarence looking st me with a worried 😩 look on his face

"Yazz, why you crying ma?"

"I feel like ever since I told you about Terrell he gon pop up "

"Yazz look he not gon come okay I promise and if he do baby girl you with me"
"Okay clarence thx💕"
"You welcome look yazz I got to go to work  imma be back in a few hours Ight"
"K"
(JAZZ POINT OF VIEW)

TBH the feelings that was in my head at this moment was just crazy so I decided to go online and look up self harm and for some reason I felt a urge to do it so when I was done reading it I went downstairs and grabbed a knife and pills from Clarence bathroom 🔪💊 when I got all the stuff I went to my bathroom and looked at the mirror and right then I understood what kellen meant when he said i will never be nothing I am nothing no cares or ever cared for me 💔😪 my wrist it was for everything kellen told me it was true.
Just as I was about to start on my other arm Clarence came in screaming at me

"YAZZLINE WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!? "

"PLZ Clarence LET ME GO "! I cried so hard I begged him

"NO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL YOURSELF?"

"Plz I can't do this anymore plz just let me kellen was right I'm nothing to anyone okay I'm worthless my own mother left me for drugs my father was never there for me I was raped I need to leave" . I cried

"Come here yazz"

"Nooo plz plz I don't want to be here" the.
I got a idea so I made him think I was going to him but just as I got in front him I pushed him to the side and ran downstairs with the knife and pills and went to the downstairs bathroom and locked it

"Yazz plz open the door plz you don't know how much it would hurt me if you hurt yourself  yazline you are my rock my world
My little buddy, my lil babe,my smile plz don't hurt yourself okay plz don't
Never listen to what kellen says or Terrell
I know you been going though some shit
I can tell, baby I know that yo heart hurt, 💔it's been beat up😔but just let me help you start over,  I won't mislead ya
I pledge my heart like I pledge allegiance.
Give my all if you won't leave me
I fuck with you lil' baby I rock with you hard  yazz so plz just don't do this plz"

I could here the hurt In Clarence voice which made me realize I needed him as much as he needed me. I opened the door to see Clarence with tears streaming down his face

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry plz forgive me plz I'm sorry 😢😢" then all of a sudden he kissed me and it wasn't one of them pecks it was like a kiss in the princess movies it was real I could feel the sparks and I knew I was falling for  him💘💍
"I love you so much Clarence "
"I love you to yazline"
"Yazz I'm still here fa ya Ight"
"Ok"

[Intro]
No need to cry
Ooh girl I know when you lie, yeah

[Chorus]
And girl there's no need to cry, 'cause you know I'm here for you
And girl you know when you cry, I'll wipe your tears for you
And girl I know when you lyin', 'cause I can feel for you
But girl there's no need to lie, 'cause I'm still here for you
Girl I'm still here for you, here for you, here for you
Girl I'm still here for you, here for you, here for you
Girl I'm still here for you, I'm still here for you, still here for you baby
Yeah, nah, yeah, I am

[Verse 1]
Girl I'll be here for you when you get home from work
And I will rub your feet 'cause I know your toes gon' hurt
And girl I'm gon' let you hop off in the tub first
And as soon as you get out know I'm gon' go berserk
And girl there's no need to cry, I told you love is pain
And girl I know when you lie, it's such an ugly game
Don't you keep playin' with me, girl how you wanna play?
Girl I just wanna be with you but don't know how to say

[Chorus]
And girl there's no need to cry, 'cause you know I'm here for you
And girl you know when you cry, I'll wipe your tears for you
And girl I know when you lyin', 'cause I can feel for you
But girl there's no need to lie, 'cause I'm still here for you
Girl I'm still here for you, here for you, here for you
Girl I'm still here for you, here for you, here for you
Girl I'm still here for you, I'm still here for you, still here for you baby
Yeah, nah, yeah, I am
"Thank you Clarence "
"You welcome baby girl 😘💗"

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