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Aubrey POV ✨

" you're not the father "

I've been catching up on Maury for a couple of days now. I haven't been to school all week due to having the flu.

Bro this sucks ass. I hate just being in this house. I hate just being in one place I need to go and get out.

I put on my mask and grabbed my back and walked the door. The wind felt so good brushing up against my skin.

I went to the park. The park is where I think. Where I find out what I'm going to do.

I stopped coming a few years ago.


"Girl shut up! Yo mama ain't here to save you and if she was she still wouldn't come in here to help you. I'm yo daddy" James spat.

Forcing himself in me I just laid there. I laid there praying to God praying. Praying that he'd end my life.

Why me? Why did I have to go through this?

After what seemed like hours James was done.

"Your even better than your mother" He said kissing me on my forehead.

I quickly wiped my forehead. How could a mother let this happen to her own daughter?
You're supposed to protect your children not allow any harm to happen to them.

I guess I'll be another motherless child.

By this time I'm balling in tears. I wanted my life to end. Nothing ever seems to go right. I'm always getting hurt, and no one ever seems to believe me.

I've told my mom countless of times what had happened to me and she told me to " stfu, you're being a little bitch. You should be proud that someone even thought you were sexually attractive "

I just don't understand. Maybe she's right.

Chris POV

I've been thinking about lil Chubby lately. She was such a sweetheart. I mean baby girl has been through it all.

I just wanted to be there for her you know? Let her know that she has somebody.

See me growing up my pops was in and out of prison. Every time he got out he went right back in for the same bs.

Ma turned into drugs and prostitution when I was 10. Seeing my mother do what she does hurt me to the core.

The only good think that came out of all that was my beautiful baby sister. Kari is now 7 years old and when I tell y'all she's my world. That's my world. I basically raised her as my own.

My main reason for trapping is to provide for Kari. I want to make sure that Kari has the best possible life that she can. I don't ever want to see my baby girl with a sad look on her face. She deserves it all.

"Bubba" My thoughts were interrupted by Kari walking into the room.

"Wassup cupcakes?"

"I'm hungry. And it's 2:30 in the afternoon. When the heck are you going to feed me"

I looked at her like she was going crazy. Who do this little girl think she talking to? I swear she was just like a mini chubbs.

"Alright, Go get dressed and imma take you to McDonald's"

"Ohhhhh bet son" she yelled running upstairs to get dressed.

Man that girl is a character.

My mind starting drifting back to lil Chubbs. Damn why couldn't I get this girl out of my head.

What the hell could a sophomore do with a senior like me?

Without even thinking I shot her a text to see if she wanted to ride with me and Kari to get some food.

To: Lil Chubby 🐳- say ma? You hungry?

From: Lil Chubby🐳 - say pa 🙃 hell yeah I'm hungry. You paying?

I'm telling you her fat ass ain't turning down no free food.

To: Lil Chubby 🐳 - yeah fat ass. I'll be through there in 15.

I ran upstairs to take a quick shower after drying on I put on some comfortable clothes.

"Kari cmon we going to be late" I yelled.

"How are we going to be late going to McDonald's? You acting like this is Chili's or Applebee's"

I was so close to slapping her into next week. I just walked out the door and got in the car.

It took her years just to climb her ass into the car. Thought I was about to help her. Hell naw she grown she can help herself.

We finally made it to chubbs house. Swear she just as slow as Kari ugly ass.
I bumped the horn a good three times until she finally came out.

She opened the door and got in I took one good glance and her and shook my head and sped off.

"Well hello to you too punk" she said hitting me in the chest.

"Girl don't you do that stupid shit."

"Ohhh Chris said a bad word " Kari yelled.

"Hey Cutie I'm Aubrey"

"I'm not supposed to talk to strangers"

"Good Kari, I've taught you well" I said laughing. I could feel Aubrey burning a hole in my face. I reached for her hand. The way her body responded let me know that she had loosened up a little bit.

Now, I'm out here lookin' like revenge
Feelin' like a ten, the best I've ever been
And, yeah, I know how bad it must hurt to see me like this
But it gets worse (wait a minute)
Now, you're out here lookin' like regret, ain't too proud to beg
Second chance, you'll never get
And, yeah, I know how bad it must hurt to see me like this
But it gets worse (wait a minute)

"baby I'm sorry. I'm not sorry. Baby I'm sorry. I'm not sorry. Being so bad got me feeling so good" Kari and Aubrey sang in unison.

Lord what am I going to do with these two.

We finally pulled up into McDonald's tbh I didn't even know what the hell I wanted to eat. How you not gonna know what you want to eat at McDonald's?

"I can take your order whenever you're ready" the cashier said looking at me as if I was a snack.

Shit she was a snack herself.

"Yeah, Lemme get a kids chicken nugget meal with a sprite, also let me get 2 double cheese burgers with a medium fry and a large fruitopia with no ice, and last lemme get the quarter pounder combo with a Dr.Pepper"

"Okay. Your total is $22.45.

I handed her $25 and told her to keep the change.

Aubrey was once again burning a hole into my face. Like I just bought you some food what the hell you mad for now.

"What Chubbs" I asked annoyingly.

"First of all, I can order for myself. Second of all, how did you even know my go to meal?"

"Ha, don't worry about that I got that kind of effect."

"Whatever. Cmon so I can grub "

We sat down in the booth and grubbed. It wasn't no talking just straight grub. It's crazy but I'm kind of growing on chubbs.

It's it crazy that she lightens up my day? She's so beautiful. Even when she is chowing down.

Damn my little chubbs makes me happy.

Chubbs makes Roach happy how cute 😭

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