FAKE IT || JEREMY SHADA

SEVENTEEN

unknown number
hey! is this lucie? it's carlson!

carlson
i know we haven't spoken in a really long time but i kinda miss you, you know?

carlson
i also kinda want to know why you didn't come to my wedding? was it because of kiana? she wasn't there

carlson
no hard feelings though!

carlson

you do know that i can see that you've read these, right?

i do know

you don't have to pretend to like me to feel better

i'm fine where i am, with the people i'm with

you don't have to feel bad just because we aren't friends anymore

carlson

of course we're friends! why are you pushing me away?

just stop.

carlson
lucie

carlson

no one is holding what happened against you

i can't do this. i can't. please stop.

carlson
okay. i'm sorry

bex did you give carlson my number

bex

i'm so sorry lucie, she just said that she wanted to tell you that she doesn't hold what happened against you

yeah. she did.

but i pushed them all away for a reason

it hurts less to leave than to be left

i can't let anyone back in it hurts too much bex

you know this

bex
i'm really sorry lucie

bex
what can i do to make it okay?

tell her to let me be

bex
are you sure?

yes.

bex

okay. i love you

thanks.

BABYLUCIE

i still look amazing when i angst lmao

jeremyshada ??? call me back please

babylucie later jeremyshada