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Dear Smartasses,

I'm such a crappy brother.
I've been so focused on my own issues, that I haven't noticed that he needed me. He's in the hospital, attempted suicide. I talked to some of his friends, and they said that his girlfriend was cheating on him. This girl is a ninth grader who goes to our church and she is a lovely girl, Mitchell and her got along great. But then he found out she was cheating on him, and I went to the hospital, and he felt worthless.

AND I HAD NO FUCKING IDEA!!!!!

This is my baby brother. Whenever mom or father came home drunk or high, I would keep him in his room while I made sure that the parent would be okay.
I tried to protect him even when I was going through my suicidal thoughts.
My baby brother is in the hospital and I had NO IDEA WHAT HE WAS GOING THROUGH. I went through this, why couldn't I see my brother doing the same.
I should have done something. I should of talked to him more. I should have protected him better. I SHOULD HAVE HIDDEN MY FUCKING SLEEPING PILLS.

This is my fault.
It's my fault.
I could have lost my only brother and it's my fault.
I wasn't there.
I could have stopped him.
I should have stopped him.

GODDAMMIT LIFE PICK ON SOMEONE ELSES FAMILY.

~Smart_AlecK

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