When a flower hides the moon it doesn't mean that it hides the moon completely from shining brightly, my love for Harry is like that moon. I have tried so hard to hide it but I can't. What I'm doing is so wrong, all of this. I shouldn't have acted as if I'm drunk, I shouldn't have asked him whether he had kissed any other person or not, I shouldn't have said that he is the only one my heart wants and moreover I shouldn't have fucking kissed him.
I don't regret kissing him, I don't regret the things we are doing together but I can't do this. As much as I want us to be together I don't want to break his heart again. I'm trying so hard not to think about the kiss we shared.
The heavenly feeling I got when his lips were pressed against mine. The way his lips moved as if I was the most fragile thing in the world. His cold hands roamed against my body sending me shivers down my spine and my hands were playing with his tangled hair.
I moaned loudly at the thought and covered my mouth as soon as I realized it. Thank goodness Harry is not there in our room. I don't know where he is. My thoughts were interrupted by my phone. I checked my phone but no one is calling me. I turned my head towards the direction of the sound. It was Harry's phone. I didn't know he left it here.
I climbed off my bed and took his phone.
Don't pick up...
The caller ID says 'Don't pick up'. Whom he had saved like this? I pressed the green button and kept it my ear.
"Hello, this is Harry's phone, isn't it?" A familiar voice talked from the other line. My heartbeat raised. Agghh!
"Anne..." I breathe out which I didn't know I was holding. It's Harry's mother!!
"Yeah... Louis? Is that you?" Her voice was filled with hope. She still remembers me!
"Yes mom, it's me!"
"Oh my gosh! My boy!" Anne cried out of happiness.
"How are you mom?" I asked as my eyes filled with tears. She loved me so much. Scratch that. She loves me so much.
"I'm good, my boy. Are you with Harry..?" Anne asked me with hope.
"We both are roommates."
"Bless you, Louis! I hope he's doing okay now!" Anne replied happily.
"What happened to him before..?" I asked her the question which I desperately want to know the answer. The other line filled with a silence which scared me.
"After.. after you left.." The doorknob twisted. Shit!
"I think Harry's here. I'll call you later!" I hushed and ended the call. I placed the phone back where it was and sat in my bed as the door opened.
Niall and Harry were laughing as Liam and Zayn blushed crimson. Liam pushed Harry towards me as he sat next to me. He gave Liam a glare but rolled his eyes when Zayn gave Harry a glare. Niall, Liam and Zayn sat in Harry's bed.
"What's up with the sudden meeting guys?" I asked in confusion.
"SO THAT MEANS WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BE IN LARRY'S ROOM! OH, MY CHICKEN LEGS!" Niall fake cried. I shook my head at his silliness and we all laughed.
"What do you mean by 'Larry'? Liam air quoted the word, Larry. What's that?
"My dumb crazy mofos! What you guys will do without me?" Niall paused. He's such a drama queen. "It is the name you get when you ship Louis and Harry's name." I blushed so do Harry as he waved it off.
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"Love will tear us apart.." Louis' voice cracked. He laid down on my chest. "But we'll find our way back to each other." I pulled him even more closer. "Somehow.." Louis looked up with hope in his eyes. "Somewhere." I said. "Far away from here." Lou...