I woke up the next morning feeling more depressed than ever...today was the day of exams.
Ugh why can't I just be like Shane and make youtube videos all day and do nothingI got out of bed and got ready then headed to school.
"There's that ugly faggot. Ugh look her outfit is so gross" said Trista. She's a mean popular girl that hates me. I was wearing sweatpants, a twenty øne piløts shirt, red plaid cover up and a beanie. I'm use to getting picked on for my outfit.
I walked into my home room and sat down. The last thing I seen before everything went black was Emma coming over. I got scared but couldn't move. She must have pulled my chair out from under me, I could hear everyone laughing....I'm so done with these peopleI suddenly woke up in my moms car. She was mad at me for getting hurt and coming home early.
"Mom she pulled the chair out from me and I blacked out"
"Emma would never do that! She's a sweat heart"
"Only when your around mom, otherwise she's a rude bully"
"Sure, sure lily. Go up to your room and get some rest"I ran up to my room and pulled out my belt
It's fun time
I started to wrap the belt around my hair until it was tight. I pushed the chair out from under me and then everything went black.....
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FanfictionLily is a 17 year old emo and depressed girl. She is planning to take her own life soon. She loves YouTube and especially Shane Dawson. One day she tries to cut herself to deep and is rushed to the hospital, what happens next is for you to find out...