"Oh okay, well come down when your well rested! We're going to watch a couple films."
His hyperactive, chirpy voice brought a smile to Yoongi's face before nodding and throwing out a quick reply of;
"Okay, you'll be the first to know."
Before closing the door and retreating to his bed.
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Now let's rewind;
Before hoseok arrived yet after Yoongi went to his room he fell against his bed defeated yet a slither of optimism was still afoot when the thought about how he could improve in the dance. Deciding to go on his phone Yoongi pulled out the twitter app from the home screen and started scrolling through the fans response to the last post he made.
A smile was Carr upon his downtrodden features when reading the positive messages the fans sent- with a few negatives tossed in too but they never affected him until he saw one fans tweet.
"Omg. Does Suga think he can dance? He will never be as good as Jimin oppa."
Seeing the upsetting post about his moves let all the emotions he suppressed today pound in, and he let the floodgates open.
Tears 'pas de deuxed' down his well-moisturised cheeks (ironically) as he remembered how awful he was in practice today since the nice comments had made him forget.
He threw his head into his pillow as he allowed his mask void of emotion to slip away so the real Yoongi, the emotional and hurt Yoongi, could be released for a few hours before being locked away in its cage again, starving until his next release.
This shit-show of a meltdown was cut short by a crude knock against the door. Yoongi harshly rubbed the heel of his hand against his teary eyes before shuffling towards the door to hoseok.
When hoseok spoke Yoongi felt a sense of closure and calmness- a familiar aura the younger boy radiated almost all the time. It made him feel safe. It made him feel like things were going to be okay if he just had hoseok by his side.
His concern for Yoongi's health nearly brought a new wave of tears over the bereaved boy.
His somber situation was so overwhelming to him and he just supposed hoseok could read through him like a book. He just needed hoseok to read him like a book.
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Yoongi did come down, a task ticked off his list. He came down with his phone and attached headphones in hand as well as slightly puffy cheeks, almost unnoticeable to the unsuspecting passerby however hoseok and Jimin noticed but kept quiet, two hours later when everyone had begun watching their second film, 'The beauty inside' a romance film picked out by hoseok and Jin, with Taehyung agreeing to it shyly.
Yoongi had seen the film trailers during advertisement breaks when it was first released in 2015 but that was rarely it. Love films were not his favourite yet he didn't oppose to watching them when the time came.
Namjoon patted a small space next to him on the couch when he saw Yoongi emerge from his room. Yoongi collapsed next to their leader leaving no room for imaginaton so their legs were lined up together- touching.
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