Falling From The Floor

Summer Time ✨

"Mommy is here..." I said as I picked him up out of his crib and started to rock him back and forth. He then closed his eyes and stopped crying. "You miss Daddy?" I asked him in a whisper. I smiled at him and played with little fingers. I then felt Shemar's hands touch my waist as he came behind me. I jumped a little bit. "Just me." He said. I looked back at him a little bit. "He's Handsome. Look at his hair..." he whispered. "Just like Cai's isn't it?" I said as I looked at him and smiled. "Yes." He said as he touched Ciyles hand and smiled down at him. He then stood next to us and watched me rock him. "You're a great Mom." He said as he stood there with his hands in his pockets. "I try to be." I then said as I put the baby down. He was fast asleep. I then walked out of the baby's room and started to make my way downstairs. "Wait..." He said as he grabbed my arm. "Huh?" I asked him as I turned to look at him. "I-....I missed you." He then told me. I laughed a small laugh. "That's really all you had to tell me?" I said as I looked at him. "Yeah..." He said as he then let me go. "Anyways....I missed you too. Hungry?" I asked him. "Yeah." He said as we both walked downstairs. "Where's Cai?" He asked me as we made our way towards the kitchen. "Oh, her and Tony went swimming." I told him. "Oh okay." He said as he watched me take something out of the refrigerator. "What's wrong?..." I asked him as I looked at him. "Nothing really." He said as he smiled a half smile towards me. I nodded and continued doing what I was doing. I then peeked up at him and saw that something was bothering him. He was fooling me. "Tell me." I said as I walked over towards him. "I-....nothing." He said as he leaned against the counter and took out his phone to look at. I put my hand of his phone and he looked up at me. "Shemar, you've been my best friend for so long. What's wrong?" I asked him as I got serious. "I can't stop thinking about you..." He then told him as he looked at me. I looked at him confused. "Wha-...." I said. "I still love you. I've been trying so hard to move on and let you go but I can't. You have no idea how bad it hurt my soul to call Tony to come and get you. Then, seeing you up there with the baby? I wish that he was OUR baby." He said as his eyes started tearing up. "Shemar. Wow. Uhm....we can't do this again. You know this." I told him as I put my hand up. "I know this, Cheryl. I just can't do this. I need you and every night I can't stop thinking about you. I know that you miss me too. You've gotta miss me. I mean...you can't just automatically not have feelings for me anymore." He then told me as one of his hands reached for my waist. "I-....I don't." I said as I moved his hand away from me. "Yes, you do." He said as he started looking hurt in his eyes. "No......I don't. I can't." I said as I looked away from him. "Look me in my eyes and tell me that." He said as he looked at me. "Shemar....just stop." I said as I continued to look away from him. "Look me in my eyes. Tell me that you don't want me." He then said. I didn't say anything. I just closed my eyes. "...don't make this difficult for me." I then said. He then picked me up and put me on the counter. He put his body between my legs and looked at me. I just kept my eyes closed. "Let me down..." I then said. "Tell me." He then said as he grabbed both of my hands. "Shemar..." I then said as I almost started crying because I knew that I did still love him. I couldn't look him in his eyes and lie. He knew that I couldn't too. He then put one of my hands over his heart. "You're the only thing that's keeping it beating. Baby, I need you." He then said as he pulled my body closer to him on the counter. I then started crying but my head was turned away from him. "Don't cry. You know that I don't like making you cry. What's wrong?" He asked me. "I can't look you In your eyes and say that because I do want and I do love you still." I said as I wiped my face. "You said that you couldn't do it anymore and I just wanted to know if you were for real." He said as he turned my face towards him. "You still love me?" He asked me. We both then made eye contact. "I do still love you." I then said but that's only because it's true. I've never stopped loving him. I then went in to give him a kiss. He picked me up off of the counter and as he was holding me, he continued to kiss me.

Lord, did I miss this man. Every time I try to deny it- I can't....because I do still love him. Not one part of me wanted to stop what was going on. I knew that I should have but I didn't. I couldn't. Like I've said before, I'm hooked on him. Forever hooked.

We were upstairs in the hallway and before we could even make it into the bedroom- he had me against the wall. "You missed this too didn't you?" He said as he stopped kissing me. I smiled and started kissing him again. He then took me into the bedroom and we started to undress each other. He then softly laid me on my back and just admired my body with both his eyes and his hands. "Your body is still perfect as hell." He said as he started kissing my body from my belly button all the way up towards my lips. My breath just went away when it came to his soft lips touching my body. "Who does it better?" He asked me as he kissed my lips once more. "You." I told him. He licked his lips and smiled at me. "I already know that. I just like hearing you say it." He said as he gripped onto my body. "You're not pregnant anymore. So, you already know that I'm not showing any mercy. Gonna be touching those guts." He said as he touched my inner thigh.

STAR/VOTE  Welllll, he's backkkkk. 🤭😳❤️😍