Life Is But A Dream For The Dead

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Sorry for errors again, I apologize in advance. Please enjoy, also comment and vote if you want. It means a lot to me. Also, thank you for the people who are reading this and making this experience possible for me. I love you, my little tacos.

WARNING: SMUT AND THE WHOLE CHAPTER IS SOMEWHAT TRIGGERING. You guys are worth so much more than that worthless blade. I love you guys. Always feel free to talk to me if you need to. I'm here for you.

*Jack's P.O.V.* (HAHA DIDN'T SEE THAT COMING DID YOU?!)

This is also my first time with smut so it sucks okay. Okay.

"Alex don't OH GOD fast-er please." I was begging Alex, he was teasing the fuck out of me right now. I reached down to touch myself, but Alex swatted my hand away.

"I want you to scream my name!" Alex demanded. It was such a turn-on when Alex was the dominate one.

"F-fu-fuck Alex faster I ne-need you." My breathing hitched in my throat causing me to let out a slight moan. Alex proceeded to obey my demands and took all of me in his mouth at once. He bobbed up and down faster than normal, something is up with him but at this point I don't care.

He grinded against me and I felt his hard on through his boxers. I smirk at the thought of turning him on but I can just shake my ass for him and he'll be turned on. Before I knew it I felt this sensation coming from the pit of my stomach, I knew exactly what that feeling was but I didn't want it to end so soon.

"Ale-x I'm cl-ose," He started bobbing his head up and down faster while vibrating his throat causing me to thrust into his warm mouth. I was so close, but we were rudely interpreted by my phone ringing.

"Ignore it baby." Alex took me out of his mouth. I was throbbing underneath him. I needed his touch right now, but I noticed the ringtone. A Love Like War was ringing through the bedroom and I instantly knew it was Vic.

"Alex I need to take this, sorry." I really hated Vic for disturbing Alex's and I sexy time, but Vic only called me if it's life or death. Alex let out a loud groan and started walking into the bathroom. I answered the phone after Alex shut the door. I had a raging hard-on but I guess it will just have to wait. Trust me I'm not happy about that but Vic was my friend and we've made several songs together.

"Yes Vic?" I sounded angry, but yet again I was rudely interrupted by this short Hispanic man.

"Kellin I kissed him, you need to get to him now Jack!" Vic was extremely worried, I could tell in his voice. He wasn't making sense but I gathered that he kissed Kellin which sent me over the edge.

"VIC YOU FUCKING KISSED KELLIN!? DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND YOU'VE CAUSED ENOUGH PAIN IN KELLIN'S LIFE?!" I screamed I was furious. Does Vic not know how Kellin copes with all this pain, apparently not or he wouldn't try to be locking lips with Kellin's lips. I heard Vic sniffling on the other end, he can't be crying over his own actions.

"Please Jack, please go to Kellin's house and calm him down. Please." He was practically begging. I sighed and thought about it. Kellin is one of my best friends and I know how he copes with all this pain. I was worrying about what he is doing right now.

"Okay Vic, but if you hurt Kellin EVER again I will hurt you." I left Vic off with a warning, that I meant with all of my heart. Kellin was my best friend I can't stand to see him get hurt again. I ended the call and ran out the door as fast as I could. I snaked myself into my car and drove as fast as I could to his house. Alex would understand after I told him everything.

I arrived at Kellin's house and jumped out of my car. Right now I don't care anything but about Kellin. The door was unlocked so I let myself in and ran upstairs to Kellin's room. I noticed the bathroom door was closed and I dreaded opening it and seeing what I knew was going on. I built up my guts and opened the door, I was shocked because the door was open. I opened it and gasped at the sight that laid before my eyes.

"Oh my god Kellin. Why?" Were the only words that I could slur through my lips. His arm was oozing out blood from the fresh red lines on his arm. Why would he do this to himself? I will never understand but I will always be here by his side helping him through this. I heard a thud and that's when I noticed Kellin's lifeless body hit the cold tile on the bathroom floor.

I ran over to Kellin and pulled his lifeless body into my embrace. I checked his pulse and it was still strong. I couldn't take Kellin to the hospital it would kill Kellin even more. I've been through this before so I know what the basics are.

I finally got the guts to looked down at his wrist before I left to find supplies, and that's when I counted 15 red lines. Fifteen fresh cuts on my best friends wrist, some deeper than the others. Before anybody could walk in again I locked the bathroom door and went through Kellin's bathroom drawers. I found some bandages and some alcohol wipes. I grabbed the supplies and made my way to Kellin's limp lifeless body. I took the alcohol wipes and gently cleaned the cuts. He flinched in pain but never fluttered his eyes open.

I'm second guessing myself. I should've taken him to the hospital immediately and got him some help. I sighed and wrapped up his wrists gently not wanting to cause anymore pain on the raven haired man. I gently laid him back down on the cold tile and went to his shared closet and grabbed a Love Before Glory hoodie for him. I walked back to Kellin and took of his blood stained shirt off and slipped his hoodie onto his pale body. I picked up Kellin as gently as possible, he was so light it's like he hasn't ate for days.

Note to self Jack: Ask Kellin about his food habits. I carried his lifeless body to his bed and wrapped his body into the creme sheets.

I left Kellin alone knowing he would call me later after he saw he was taken care of. I was still horrified at the sight but it wasn't the first time. The first time I walked in on him with cuts everywhere was after his breakup with Vic, and that's when I learned about Kellin. He said that the emotional pain was too much to handle that he needed to get it out physically, so he took it out on himself. I love Kellin, Alex and I both. We would do anything for him, he's been there through everything with Alex and I. I promised Kellin I would be there for him, Alex, Matty, we all promised. Kellin also promised all three of us that he would come to us before he turned to the blade. He broke his promise to all of us. We are going to have to talk about his later. I sighed and walked out of the house only to be greeted by a familiar figure.

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I hope the smut was somewhat decent. Anyways, what are some of your guys' favorite bands? Any MCR lovers here?

so long and goodnight

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