The Pain I've Grown To Know.

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Sorry for the errors agian. I think I'm getting better, but if I'm not let me know please. Okay continue. ENJOY!

*Kellin's P.O.V.*

I can't believe I agreed to meeting Vic, what am I doing? First of all I still have feelings for him, but I'm married and I have a kid. I quickly shoved my phone into my pocket and walked to my bedroom. I got changed into an Anthem Made shirt, black skinny jeans, a gray beanie, and some bracelets. I was disgusted with my appearance, I was so pale, ugly, and my stupid hair didn't look good in a beanie.

While I was trying to fix my hair I heard Cope crying. Great, perks of having kids I guess. I quickly ran out of my room and into Copeland's room. I walked over to her and quickly picked upped my green eye baby. I started cooing to her to calm her down and she giggled. She started squirming in my arms so I started singing to her, she giggles a lot when I sing.

As I was singing to her I heard a car door slam shut from outside. I ran down the stairs with Cope in my arms still, and flung the door open. I was taken aback by the beautiful man in front of me; he was wearing an Anthem Made hoodie, black skinny jeans, and a black beanie. We were basically matching and that made a warm fuzzy feeling come over me. I was staring at Vic, but he didn't notice he was too busy looking at Copeland.

"Hey Vic, give me a sec let me go give Cope to Kate." I said as calmly as possible, even though my insides where churning. I shut the door and went over to Kate.

"Hey Kate, I'm going out with Vic." I kissed Cope and handed her to Kate. As I was walking out she asked me something that stopped me dead in my tracks.

"Kells, talk to Vic about him proposing to Danielle please." She bluntly said, I stopped and tuned around. My heart was shredded to pieces by a guy I'm not even dating and who left me. Did he leave me for Danielle?

"What?" My voice was shaky and I was trying my hardest to fight back tears. Vic was proposing to Danielle? Why would he do that?

"Danielle found rings in Vic's pockets; she thinks he is going to propose. Can you be a sweetheart, and talk to him about it please?" Katelynne was so caring when it came to people. That's one of the things I admire most about her.

"Yeah, sure." I felt like I was going to pass out, right here. How could he do this? I walked over to Katelynne and gave her a kiss on the cheek before heading out.

"Are you okay Kells, you're shaking."

"Yeah baby, I'm fine." Truth is I'm not fucking okay. I started walking back to the door after I gave Cope a kiss goodbye.

"I love you Kells!" Katelynne yelled across the room.

"I love you too." I said back to her. I didn't necessarily love her like that but I still meant it. I walked over to the door to be greeted by a handsome Mexican man. He was on his phone, probably texting Danielle. He looked up at me and started checking me out. That can't be right at all, he has a girlfriend who he is about to propose too. I must've been staring because I locked eyes with him at the same time. I felt my cheeks turn a shade of red. I probably look like a fucking tomato.

"You ready Kells?" He asked me, I quickly nodded ready to leave this house. He started walking to his car and I couldn't help but check out his butt in the process. There is no denying that I'm gay. He cleared his throat and I swear I turned a deeper shade of red. I ran to the passenger side of the car and snaked myself into Vic's car.

"Kells, do you want to pick the song?" He asked me. I nodded as he handed me a bunch of CD's. Vic always like CD's not the MP3's. I went through most of them until my eyes landed on one certain CD. The CD was the one Vic and I made when we were dating, it has our favorite bands on them. I popped the CD into the player and the first song was of course Gunslinger. I saw a smile creep onto Vic's lips; it was the cutest thing ever. I started singing along to the song remembering what this song meant to us.

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