I was never a happy person
Though everyone saw me as a comedic sensation
I was fluffy not funny
Though everyone sees me as bubbly and goofy.
I strived hard to keep my sanity
I worked hard to hide the real me
Because if this adversity shows up.
All hell breaks out.
I was stranded between peace and chaos
But I know I want no trouble.
So I struggled to keep the peace in me
Though I am beat like a battered limp.
I am stranded between companion and my world alone.
I can't decide which I am better off strangers come and go
I might fall into a trap.... but I must put it in a show.
Different vices passes through
I am not one of it's crew
But all I can say is that I am a vice.
I am an addictive person, many wants me as a price.
I fight, I struggle, I fought
But none of my winnings were bought.
I earned each with blood and sweat
Though I am stranded, I've survived many tests.