I just want a place to put my thoughts
I'm not going to try to name the "chapters" or whatever
I miss being innocent
I miss being scared to drive and listening to music and swimming and most of all
I miss loving myself
I was so confident
I didn't care
Now I do
And I hate it
I miss messing around with a bunch of guys
Don't get me wrong
I love my boyfriend
But it was just fun
Everything seemed perfect back then
Why did that have to stop?
