letter twelve

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I tugged at Jacks arm once the other left to get supplies needed, I could only imagine what they were bringing. He looked over at me with an award winning smile. I was too scared to notice.

"Jack, you said we were watching a movie with one guy. This is more than expected" I whispered. I didn't want the others to know I was nervous, although I probably already look insane.

"Calm down, we are just having fun." I shook my head, I know I shouldn't be here. Why did I accept his offer?

"I think I'm gonna go home." I turned but was stopped by Jacks hand on my shoulder.

"Please stay Zach" I closed my eyes taking a sharp breath in. He was just manipulating me. "For me" I nodded. Turning back to him I sat on the couch, his body sat next to mine. I avoided eye contact as the rest walked back in.

"Sit in a circle everyone" A girl yelled, she wasn't the same one who took Jacks arm. "Oh by the way, I'm Celeste" she held her hand out to me. I shook it weekly but she pulled me up from the couch.

"Im Zach" I muttered looking up at the girl. She had medium length blonde hair with blue eyes. Typical.

"Nice name, well Zach why don't you sit next to me" I nodded and sat down next to the blonde. Jack sat across from me and next to a brown haired guy.

"I'm jonah" he pointed to himself. "That's Corbyn and that's Daniel" he pointed to a blonde and a brunette, both having blue eyes. "And last but not least that's Lilia" the girl who took jacks arm.

I nodded, not having anything else to say. My body was stiff, I didn't want to make a wrong move. So far so good, but everything always ends up wrong because of me. Jonah took out a bottle of vodka, wait vodka? My eyes met with Jacks, he was giving me a sympathetic look. He should be, he dragged me here.

"Everyone take a chug" he announced. When it got to me all I did was stare at the bottle, wishing that this was all a fib and I didn't have to do this. Celeste took my hand in hers, and I let it sit there.

"Come on Zachy" she whispered in my ear. "Do this now and I'll make it feel better later" I knew what she was doing, but it felt nice. It felt nice to know that someone was willing to do that for me, to me. I don't know what came over me but I took a large chug of Vodka, my throat immediately burning. I passed the bottle.

"Ok let's start!" Corbyn yelled clasping his hands together. I bit the inside of my cheek, I'm not going to deny it. I'm nervous, everything I worked to avoid in high school is now here right in front of me.

"Celeste, truth or dare" jonah asked, leaning back on his elbows.

"Mmh, dare" she smirked, they definitely played this before.

"Remove your shirt" my eyes widen, so this is what their truth or dare is like. I looked up at Jack, he seemed calm about it too. I would've never thought jack was like this, into this kind of thing. I looked over at the now half naked girl. She winked at me.

"Zach, truth or dare?"

"Truth" I spat out, I spoke too quickly for them. They all booed me "fine, dare"

"I dare you to play 7 minutes in Heaven with me" a round of cheers sounded around the room. I've never done anything, I've never kissed anyone. But I knew what it was and I'm not prepared. Jack remained still, his lips formed into a stiff line.

"Ok" I whispered. She led me into the closet, my breathing becoming erratic. Before I knew it her hands were roaming down my body, her lips placing wet kisses down my neck. I stood frozen, this must be different for her.

"Come on Zach" she started to unbutton my pants. "We only have seven minutes" she got down in her knees, pulling my pants down with her hands. My breath hitches in my throat as she started placing kissing near the waistband of my boxers.

"No, no. Stop!" I yelled. She looked up at me, confusion written on her face. The others probably heard me but I didn't care, I wanted to get out.

"Come on" she whined and pulled my boxers lower.

"I said no!" I pushed her back and pulled up my boxers and pants. I ran out of the house not looking back. Jack shouldn't of brought my here, nothing ever goes right with truth or dare. Jack knew I didn't like this stuff, just another reason not to trust.

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>oh jack what have you done?

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