Bullied (pt. 2)

Chapter 41

*Christine's pov*

Where am I? I thought. I opened my eyes to see that im in a hospital room.

The guys are here...and they're crying.

Wait what happened? Why are they crying?

I put my hand out and tapped Cameron's shoulder.

"Cam. Hey why are you crying?" I asked

He didn't look up. He just kept crying.

"Cameron. Cameron Dallas." I said

Nope.

"Naaaash" I said

Nope.

"Matt!" I yelled

Nope.

"Jc!" I yelled

Nope.

How come they aren't listening? Can they hear me?

All of a sudden i felt myself being lifted up. Up to the point where I'm looking down on everyone.

Even my own body.

My own lifeless body.

That's when it hit me. I'm dead.

It's my time.

To be honest , I wanted to die a long time ago. Now's my chance.

But this is what it's like.

To not be alive. Being able to see everyone but they can't see you.

At least I'll be able to be happy up in heaven.

No one will be able to bother me. I'll be perfectly fine alone.

I won't have to suffer as much pain as I already have.

I won't have to suffer being in the real world. The real world is too much to handle.

But in the back of my mind something is telling me that I need to go back.

I'm not going back. I'm fine up here.

I won't ever have to put up with anyone's bullshit. I won't have to deal with anyone.

But...I am gonna miss them..

No. I'm already gone. I can't go back. I won't go back.

I looked down at the guys.

They were all bawling their eyes out. The guys were on the floor sobbing uncontrollably.

Cameron was sitting by my side , his head resting on my stomach.

He was holding my hand while crying.

He was talking to me...

"You're still alive i know you are. Come on chris , wake up! Please. I need you. I'm so sorry..." He said clinging onto her body.

Tears started brimming my eyes.

Sam walked into the room and walked over to me and Cameron.

"Chris...I'm so sorry. We let this happen to you..we will never ever be able to forgive ourselves for letting this happen. We miss you already..." Sam said before bursting into tears.

"COME BACK!!!! PLEASE!!! WE'RE SORRY!!! CHRIS!!! i love you..." Cameron said

That's when I started to burst into tears.

Loud sobs and sniffles filled the room.

Soon the nurse came in and told the guys to leave.

"No! I'm not leaving! I'm staying with her! She needs me and I need her! I'm not leaving her! I promised her i would stay with her!" Cameron yelled not letting go of my hand

Nash and Sam tried to pull Cameron away but he just wouldn't let go.

"Noooo!!!! Stop it!!! I'm not leaving her!!!!" He kept yelling

"I'm sorry sir but you need to leave. If you don't leave now we're gonna have to call security" the nurse said

"Cameron come on. She's not coming back.." Carter said

"Christine wake up!!!! Show them you're alive!!! Come on chris I need you! Come back. PLEASE!!!" He yelled

Somehow Nash and Sam were able to pull him away but he kept trying to fight back.

You could still hear Cameron yelling from down the hall.

Once they left the nurse took the bed sheets and pulled it over my head.

That's it. I'm gone. I'm never going back.

I won't ever be able to be with the guys anymore.

I'm gonna miss them...

I'm gonna miss Cameron...

.....I love you too Cameron.